Closets Or Not| j.sims+c.johnson

Chapter 2

Jakes POV

I wake up with a small jolt. I look around and almost freeze as I feel arms around me. But soon a relax when I see Casey. But then feel my pulse rise again as how close we are.

I look around and see that we're still in the living room. Case must have fallen asleep too. I smile faintly. I turn in his arms and barry my head back in his chest. He groans and grabs at my again. I try not to squeal and fail.

I liked it when Casey touched me, not sexually, but in general. He made me feel safe and cared for and protected and... loved. Something I haven't felt in a long time. His warmth made my heart gush and I know that all of this makes me seem like a love struck teen. But I'm not.... I love him.

"Morning love birds" I look up to see Barclay and I shush him.

"He's still asleep." I say and Barclay smirks. Then he nods with a knowing glance and leaves the room. Lovebirds? Surly not. Casey and I would never be a couple, I had given up on that months ago.

*Flashback*

"Eww no way." Casey said with a distorted glance. My pulse picked up and I looked at him wide eyed. All the guys looked at him with the same glance. But there's aren't filled with the same horror.

"What?Why not?" James asked ad Case scrunched his noes.

"Cause that's gross. Two guys aren't... no!" Casey exclaims and I look at him. I feel pain rise in my chest. I look down and tighten my fists. I then look up. I stand and glare at Casey who's still sitting. All the boys are looking at me.

"Gay marriage and Straight marriage are like bikini tops and bras. They're the same thing, but only one is expectable in public." I spit at him and walk away. Leaving him and the others shocked and me running off wit tears in my eyes.

*End of Flashback*

I twiddled with my hands. That had been the only time I had ever fought with Casey. Now we didn't talk about it, we didn't speak for almost a week. Then the boys locked us in a room together and made us make up. Casey apologized but said he wouldn't change his ways. And I reluctantly agreed, that I wasn't gunna make him change his mind.

"Hhmmmm." I hear and look up to see Casey awakening. He smiles down at me.

"Good morning Jakey." I laugh at his nickname. He smile and runs his fingers threw his hair. I catch my breath in my throat as I find it hard to breath with him doing that. He stops and looks at me, I clear my throat and do the same wit my hair.

"Sleep well?" he mumbles as he slips away and I feel empty a bit. But try to hide the disappointment.

"Yeah. Surprisingly." I say and he chuckles.

"Have you see the couch?" he says and I look around. (Couch above) I chuckle to and nod.

"Point taken." I say and he chuckles. Then motions me to follow him to the kitchen I presume as he's always hungry in the morning. I watched him move and I know that weird but I like it. It makes me feel good when I already knew what he's gunna do.

He goes to the cabinet and grabs two bowls. One begging red and one green. The same color as our mics. My tap is green and his red. He goes to the fridge and grabs the milk and orange juice. I then stands and grab spoons. He goes to the other cabinet. The grabs his cereal and mine.

"You two are a well oiled machine." Chris sash from behind us. I turn and see that he hasn't done his hair. Well not that he has much left. I wish he would grow it back. The fans like it like that.

"Ha ha very funny Leonard." Casey says and places milk in both bowls after I had poured the cereals. I could see him over my shoulder. I reach for two classes but have to reach my tippy toes. I feel a body behind me and I freeze. Then I feel breath fanning my neck.

"Your always too short." it's Casey and I'm still frozen. Not because I'm nervous, I am net voice but that's not the reason I'm frozen, he's never done that. Usually he tells me he has it. That I should put the spoons in the bowls.

He's never done that. Never. Casey's never done anything like that. I don't move but stay frozen in my spot. The boys begin to fial in and Reece stops to talk.

"Aye up? Jake mate you alright?" I spin while shaking my head.

"Yeah just-" I sneak a glance at Casey. Who eating and has saved my stop.

"I'm fine. Thanks thou mate." I say and he nods. I take my seat next to Casey and he smiles at me. Like nothing had happened.

But then again in his head. Nothing had.

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A/n

My fingers hurt from typing. Ouch!!! I wrote both of these in like 5-15 minutes each. The video thou!!!! Oh Reece! and Jasey!!!

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