Closets Or Not| j.sims+c.johnson

Chapter 29

Casey's POV

"Awe shit!" I yelled out and grabbed my head. My body then began shaking. I didn't think any of the boys were home until Tom came running in.

"Casey?! What's wrong?" I shook him off and he brought me to the ground. I tried to smile but it only hurt more.

"Casey what's wrong?" I sighed as I knew I had to tell him.

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I watched Toms face as I told him about how my head had been hurting and I kept seeing the night Jake tried to kill himself. Toms face didn't change. I told him that I handy been sleeping but drinking a ton of coffee.

Tom crosses his arms and hangs his head. I don't want him to tell any of the guys, mostly Jake. He's leaving later today to go see his mom and his sister. He didn't need any problems for the next couple weeks, especially from me.

"Casey you have to tell him." Toms voice is soft but firm and I hang my head now. I clench my fists at the thought of Jake finding out. He finally got a little better. I can't help him take steps forward if I'm also slamming the breaks in reverse.

"I can't. And you can't either. He's going to see him mom and sister. This will be over by the time he gets back." Tom sighs and finally looks at me. His drops his hands at his sides and nods.

"Casey-"

"You can't tell Jake." My voice is almost loud and I then hear the front door. I turn back and see no one. Tom nods.

*Jakes POV*

"You can't tell Jake." Can't tell me what? I thought Casey and I decided to tell each other everything. I guess wrong. I put on a smile and walk in. Casey and Toms heads spin to look at me. Casey wide eyes and Tom gives him a look.

"Hey Jakey." He says and raps his arms around me. I smile and hug him back. I smile and he kisses my head. I should trust Casey.

"Don't tell Jake what?" I ask and I feel Casey tense. I lets go and looks me in the eyes. Then his narrow and he looks down Ashe speaking.

"Nothing babe." He repeats himself as if he's talking to himself. I let go of him and move across the room. I look down and shake my head.

"Fine don't tell me." My voice is supposed to be harsh but it comes out soft and broken. Casey's eyes soften as he looks at me.

I leave the room and then go to my room. I hadn't finished packing yet so I wanted to do that so I could clear my head. I slammed my hands down onto my suitcase with clothes in my hands. I had closed the door so no one could come in. Moments later I hear Casey at the door.

I'm not supposed to leave until later and Barclay was gunna drive me. We were gunna take Ellie with us too. My plane doesn't leave for three more hours. But I wanted to leave now. I didn't way to leave while fighting with Casey. I wouldn't be able to focus or even leave. Or I would leave and our relationship would fall apart. And if our relationship fell apart I would too.

"Jake." He had gotten the door open and was now just standing in the door way. I stopped my actions for a brief moment but huffed and started again. He sighed and came over to me. He doesn't place a hand on me but just stands almost touching me. I don't want him near me but at the same time I want to run my hands down his chest and kiss him.

"Case I'm leaving soon and I don't want to fight before I leave." My voice is small and I clench my fists.

"It's just my head. I've been having migraines, I'm fine I swear." His places his hands on my hips and I sigh. He then puts his head on my shoulder and kisses my neck. I sigh and stop putting clothes in my suit case. I spin and look at him.

"Are you cause I can stay and-" he cuts my off.

"This is why I don't want to tell you. Cause I knew you'd be like this. Babe I'm fine go see your family. You need to. I'm fine." His pecks my lips and I try not to scowl. I nod my head and he breaks into a smile.

"I love you okay?" I nod and glance up. I smile and grab his hair.

"I love you too."

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A/N

Oooooo! Casey lied to Jake.... Jakes leaving for a bit. He'll be back...... Soon.

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