Hope (Destiel High School AU)

Chapter 5 - I'm sorry

(Cas' POV)

Gabe came running down the stairs but just ran right out the front door of Deans house.

"I guess I should go now.." I say to Dean. His dad was standing in the kitchen which was the room right next to us. I saw him come out with a mug and stand in the doorway.

He gave Dean a weird look and Dean said, "Yeah you probably should."

When he said that, it kind of hurt. I knew I already needed to go, but I kind of wanted him to take my hand and kiss me or something..

"Right." I say to him holding back the tears I feel stinging in my eyes. I know. I'm pathetic. But still. He has been acting like an ass ever since I called him on the phone.
But with that, I turn away and leave.

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*Monday*

Dean and I didn't talk at all over the weekend. Last I heard from him was when Gabriel and and I went to his house Friday after school.

When I get to first class, I go and sit in my normal seat. Dean isn't there yet. But there's some couple making out on the other side of the room and it's quite annoying. Why can't they do that somewhere else, like, not in the classroom?

"Okay everyone take your seats!" The teacher says.
I smile cause the PDA stops. Thank gosh.

But that's when I saw the faces of the two making out. Lisa. And. Dean.

What the heck???

It hurt when I saw that it was him who was making out with someone else.

I just don't even understand..

I watch as he winks at Lisa before coming to sit next to me since all the seats were taken. But Lisa switches with the girl in front of Dean so she can sit there.

"Can't let me go eh?" Dean smirks.

Lisa smiles. "Nope!" She winks at him.
What the fuxk? I'm so confused. And hurt... Mostly hurt. I thought Dean and I had a thing.. I guess it didn't mean anything anymore..

After a couple minutes, I get up and leave. I couldn't stand to be around Dean anymore. I was so angry at him. I just left the classroom without telling the teacher or saying anything. There's a door in the back of the class by where I was sitting so I slipped out easily since it was open.

When I sit down by a wall, I pull my phone out and text Charlie.

ME-HEY WILL YOU COME OUT OF YOUR CLASS INTO THE HALL..??

Her class is right next to mine so she'd easily see me sitting here if she came out.

She never responded to my text but within a minute I hear a classroom door open and there she is.

"What's wrong?!" She asks worriedly.

"I'm really upset." I frown.

"Well, obviously. That wasn't hard to tell Cas." She rolls her eyes as she sits next to me.

"It's Dean.." I had already told her about him since we tell each other everything. She's my closest and bestest friend.

"What did he do?" Now she looks angry.

"He made out with some chick in the class! Then flirted with her right in my face!" I'm not going to cry. I'm not going to cry..

"What!? I thought you two had a thing?" She hugs me.

"I thought that too. But I don't know.. I'm really confused and hurt and mad Charlie!" I burry my face in my hands.

"Well, how about you-"