Hope (Destiel High School AU)

Chapter 16 - We aren't all perfect

*some mature content*

(Cas' POV)

"Are you ready?" Zeke asked, laughing.

"Yes!" I laugh as well.

"Let's go then!" Our cousin, Balthazar says.

Zeke, Balthazar, and I, all go into the bar. We are already drunk off our asses but this is where Balth told us we'll get lucky.

"Let's go get some ladies!" Balthasar laughs and winks.

"Wait but I only do guys!" I shout, not realizing how loud I am as we have just walked inside.

"Oh, you do?" Someone who was leaning against the wall raised an eyebrow at me. My vision was a tiny bit blurry but I could still see clearly enough that this was a guy and he is very attractive.

I walk over to him as I say "Why yes, I do," with a wink. "You interested?" I don't know what I was saying. I sound like a prostitute. This guy looked maybe four years older than me.

"How old are you, sexy?" He asks, looking me up and down.

"Old enough." I laugh. He starts to pull my closer to his body.

"Okay well you two have your fun.." I hear Zeke say, then I think the sound of him walking away. Balthazar probably went with him.

"Oh we will." I say. Then I launch my face to his, pressing my lips hard against his. I haven't gotten laid in over two weeks, do I really needed this. He kisses back roughly, but his kisses aren't as great as Deans were.

Alcohol changes me, but I like it. It gives me a lot of confidence, I don't care what the hell i'm doing, because it's fun.

"Come on, let's go over here." He leads me to a door and opens it. When we step inside, it looks like a closet. He closes the door once we are both inside, then pushes me up against the wall.

He rips off his shirt and then takes mine off before exploring my chest with kisses. We are kissing each other up and down each other's faces, necks, and chests, and feeling each other up for a couple minutes before he starts to take my pants off. I felt a little guilt for a second but it quickly went a way when he started feeling me down there. I moan, and he goes back to kissing me as well as grinding his body against mine while I'm still against the wall. All of my problems and worries disappear, and I don't care what I'm doing. I'm having sex with a random, but hot, stranger, and I honestly couldn't give a crap.

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When me and this guy get done, we are panting and sweating so much. He gets up first, and I'm just laying on the ground, trying to catch my breath. We ended up on the ground somehow.

"That good eh?" He smirks down at me as he's putting his pants back on.

"Yeah," I chuckle, then finally get up.
I put my pants on and reach for my shirt but then I get this horrible feeling in my stomach.
I fling a hand to my mouth because I know what it is.

"You okay?" He asks. I shake my head then immediately go running out and make my way to the bathroom

I puke the second I get into the stall. I feel like crap.

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*The next day*

I have a horrible hangover. My stomach feels like crap, and my head hurts badly. My ass hurt a bit as well, so that was a bit odd. It's already moon and I'm still laying in the hotel bed. Come to think of it, I'm not even sure how I got here.. Oh well.

"Dude, I hope you remember all that happened last night." Ezequiel says.

"The only thing I remember is getting really drunk, making out with some dude, and puking.." I make a disgusted face. "Please tell me that's all that happened.."

Balthazar and Ezequiel both laugh at me.

"You're such a light weight, you got way more drunk than us!" Balth says.

A little worried, I ask, "What did I do??"

Zeke and Balth look at each other, before Zeke says "you fucked some dude and puked all over the toilet in the bathroom stall."

"And you almost fell asleep in there." Balth adds.

"But someone came and yanked you out but you were so drunk and I'm guessing you felt sick since you had just thrown up," he pauses, "You tried to punch the guy before you come running out shirtless saying 'my ass hurts!' And then you tripped and fell. It was hilarious!" They both laugh harder at me.

Oh god. No. What have I done.

"Yeah, Zeke and I were hitting on some pretty hot chicks when this happened so you owe us. We didn't get laid because of you." Balth says.

I look away from them and start thinking, what have I done? I don't drink, I would never have sex with a random guy. What was wrong with me? I shouldn't have done this. This was way beyond the right way of getting my mind off of Dean.

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(Dean's POV)
((**this is happening while that stuff with Cas getting drunk happened**))

Right now, I felt like I was flying. Chuck and I are laying out on the grass under the night sky. Gabe is playing chucks video games with Charlie, and Lisa went home.

"This. Is. Awesome!" I say.

Chuck just laughs, "I know maaaaan!"

"We need to do this more often, I feel amazing!"

It was like that for a while, just admiring the sky and pointing out how great we felt.

"Who cares that Cas and I broke up, when I have weed!" But there was a part of me that did care. I just ignored it.

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*the next day* ((the same morning of Cas' hangover))

The morning light blinded my eyes, and I don't want to face the day. Immediately, I find myself thinking about Castiel. I wonder what he's doing? Probably hating me. Probably forgetting about me. Probably doing something that involves hating me and moving on.

I don't want to move on though, I don't. I can't.. I have to try and win Cas back. Somehow. Someway. Anything. I need to. When he comes back from his trip with Ezequiel, I will try to win him back.

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Okay I'm posting this. Idk what else to write right now. Sorry it's kind of short. I'm busy, at a wedding. So chapter 17 MAYBE later tonight. Chances are low for that. So probably tomorrow. Thanks for reading xx