"My MaRiLyn..."

70.

Sex,sex,sex and more of it every time that I meet up with Marilyn. She said to me once,"I told you,we're not over."

Words I hate to admit are true. Every time that I crave to be around Marilyn the more in love Ciara is with me. I am in love with somebody else and then Ciara on the other hand Is making it difficult for me to decide whom I want to spend my days with forever.

I feel guilty for leading her on even when I've got no intentions whatsoever to be her ride or die,soul mate and life. I'm just trying to establish this rebuilt relationship I have with Marilyn now.

I don't want to let Ciara find out I'm cheating on her with her nemesis. It'll look quite horrible when she also realises that I've been playing with her emotions all this while.

Well,I just want to be happy. It's always about me being happy for once in my life and once my mission is complete,it'll be time to tell Marilyn who I am. She'll accept me,I know that.

Ciara has her head leaning against my chest as we both cuddle and watch a cartoon. I'm not much engaged because I have a mission to carry out tonight.

Madison and Reese get out of the fucking picture. I thought about my purpose as to why I'll continue eliminating everybody who appears to be a hindrance to Marilyn and I and the basics are pretty simple.

I'm killing everything Marilyn has grown to love without me and that includes friends, family and kids.

Of course husband because he wasn't meant to be in the picture after all. I'll kill because I love you,Marilyn. It'll just be me and you at last.

I know you want to be with me so getting over the deaths of these people won't mean anything at all. Not to me.

"Look at his face," Ciara says with a laugh as she points at the cartoon character on tv and I fake a smile.

"So funny," I tell her knowing deep down my heart I'm a traitor. A failure of me keeping my promises to her.

"I know,right," she laughs and gosh,It's terrible realising how bad of a person I am. But hey,this Is who Timothy Zolanski is.