Silence is all I accompany myself with. Pain is all I entertain myself with. I am breaking apart and its because the only person I entrusted my whole existence with is Ciara but she's gone now.
She moved back to her house where she got hurt from. Her trauma is still as fresh as a newly cut skin dripping with blood.
I know she's scared and I know she needs somebody and that somebody is me. She took herself back to a place of no return and then here I am regretting ever telling her I betrayed her. I didn't mean it but because it was fate,It happened.
I try calling her everyday but she ignores me and declines the calls. I text her but she leaves my messages on read. I don't know how to fix this whole thing with her because I too,I'm broken.
I can't seem to mend my ways with her because I'm a liar. I lied to her. She entrusted her heart with me but I tossed it aside like it meant nothing.
Ciara means the world to me and I'm trying to show her that she does but Marilyn. Marilyn fucking Campbell distracts me. She shifts my attention towards her and I just can't seem to focus.
I just can't! I want her to be in my life forever. I want her to tell me she needs me more than she needs Richard.
Marilyn deserves me but do I deserve her? Of course I do,I can't think of any other who could make me happy apart from her. She is My Marilyn.
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"My MaRiLyn..."
General FictionTimothy Zolanski, a mentally distorted young man moves into a new neighbourhood hoping to start a new life. He then becomes obsessed with a beautiful lady in the neighborhood called "Marilyn". Whom he believes he "thought" into existence through his...
