Three to Tango

Deep Inside

Chad's P. O. V.

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The running water drowned Venice's moans as she lie on the bathtub with her spread legs. Her head was on my lap while Josh take her again.

I felt hot and turned on from the scene. Kita naman iyon sa reaksyon ng katawan ko. My whole body was burning and I was so hard by the way Venice was licking and playing with my length using her tongue. Nakapatong ang pagkalalaki ko sa may mukha niya at parang lollipop niyang dinidilaan ang katawan nito.

However, I couldn't solely focus my attention to the pleasure I was feeling because of Josh. There was this bugging feeling inside me as I watch him moan and groan while banging his length in and out of Venice.

Although, I was feeling the heat and desire and my hands were greedily tugging at Venice's hair, there’s this unexplainable feeling inside that kept bothering me in the middle of this heated scene.

“Ven, shit talaga! Nararamdaman mo ba kung gaano ako kalalim?” Josh’s eyes were hooded with intensity and lust. He groaned one more time before he shut his eyes closed and then his pace increased. “Ang sarap! Ang lalim! Sa ‘yo ko lang ‘to mararamdaman, Ven!”

Alam kong nadadala lang si Josh ng init at libido niya kaya nasasabi niya ang mga iyon. But that gave me this unsettling feeling inside me; I can never give what Venice, a real woman, was giving to Josh; sa kama man o sa ibang aspeto ng buhay. And that idea led to this bothersome feeling that I concluded to be a mixture of jealousy and insecurity.

“Ahhh! S-Steph! Grabe ka!”

“G-Gusto mo ‘to. V-Ven, gustong-gusto mo kapag ganito na ako kabilis. Oh!”

My hand, holding a handful of Venice's hair, tightened. Habang umaangat ang level ng tubig sa tub at habang pinapanood ko kung gaano nasasarapan si Josh sa pag-angkin kay Venice, mas tumitindi ang negatibong emosyon sa loob ko. Pero alam ko rin na wala akong karapatang magreklamo kasi ako ang nagdala sa aming tatlo sa sitwasyong ‘to. And that truth makes me hate myself even more.

I want Josh all for myself and yet I am in no position to do that.

I heaved a deep sigh as I felt the water’s level in the tab increased. And when it finally covered up to my stomach, Ven raised her head and wrapped her arms around Josh’s neck. She started moving her hips, forward and backward, to meet my boyfriend's movements. Napalunok ako at napatitig sa kanilang dalawa nang ilang segundo.

Joshaia kissed Venice hungrily as they fucked each other. His hands were on both sides of her waist as he helped her in meeting his thrusts. Dahil sa galaw nila, natatapon muli ang laman na tubig ng tub. At hindi ko mapigilang ikumpara ang sarili ko sa tubig. I was like that in this threesome relationship.

As I tried to fill my purpose as my father's male son, Josh and Ven started to build a world where I was not included. At natatakot ako na dumating ang araw na iyon.

Natatakot ako na maiwan.

I closed my eyes and my sense of hearing shut down for a short while. I needed to control my emotions or else, mawawala lahat ng mga nasimulan ko para matanggap ako ng pamilya ko.

“S-Steph!”

I just need to continue what I started. Isa pa, it's not like mapapasama si Josh sa piling ni Ven. Halata naman, kahit anong tanggi nilang dalawa, na may espesyal na lugar sila sa bawat isa.