The Wires Case [ h.s ]

chapter 32

'I'm washin' it out till I've figured out
Livin' without you'

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Harry Styles

Nothing was able to raise off the smile I had in my face during the whole drive back to my house.

My cheeks were hurting like hell, but I didn't care.

Tonight has been one of my favorite nights ever. I felt so much and for once it didn't feel suffocating.

It was like I was in a pool swimming through emotions without drowning. I feel so fucking alive, that I feel like my heart is going to rip out of my chest and dance.

I just can't believe everything that happened. First the piano, the way Brooke broke down and the way she searched for comfort the minute I started playing her moms favorite song.

Then, the whole duet in the car. She was shy at first, still holding on to the bad things until she let them hide for a minute and sang with a full smile.

The way the song felt between us, the lyrics, our voices. Everything.

I need to find a way to secure the memories from tonight in a tiny box and keep it safe forever.

After the car, the whole mall was a heartwarming reminder for me that told me I had been able to spend an amazing time with the girl of my dreams.

With the real her.

The one who's playful, funny, a bit sarcastic, crazy and the one that was searching for an escape from the real world as much as I did.

I'm glad my secret spot was shared with her for the first time. I wouldn't have wanted anyone else to enjoy that calmness and comfort the place brings me.

And then, the way her body felt pressed against mine. The way her embrace felt like a protective barrier over me. Over the little me that was still hidden inside.

It felt like home .

And if it wasn't enough to mark this day as the literal most favorite day of my sad existence, I got to feel her lips against mine one last time. I got to feel the way my hands hugged her small curves.

I got to stare into those beautiful eyes not even an inch far away from my face.

Even though what I truly want with her is on a pause, I have the strongest feeling that for once, things might work out for me.

Now, I'm walking inside of my house with rose cheeks and a toothy smile.

I pat my face to try and soothe the pain on my cheeks, but I just can't stop. I walk up to my room and I let myself fall backwards on my bed.

I let out a chuckle of happiness. I feel really great.

Which really contrasts with the weather of the day. When I left to go for a ride before everything, the day was gray. It felt like a thunderstorm was coming, it matched my mood before everything else that happened.

It reminded me that there was something I was missing, but I couldn't remember what it was as I drove around, and after everything else that happened I literally have no clue.

But still, there's something, or the weather would have changed.

Forgetting about it, I get up to take a shower. Even though it's late, I most of the time shower at night. It helps me calm down and sleep better.