Chapter 65

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this song represent this chapter and it also represent my life so thank you tate ilysm pls pls play it to get the full vibes of the chapter thank you thank you <333

okayyyy i know i'm posting this late (or at least here in spain since it's almost midnigh lmao) and without any warnings or whatever but i'm just the unlukiest person in the world and guess what??? i didn't get into university since i didn't reach the mark for my career after doing my admission exam, which means i'll have to remake it on september and which also means i have to spend all summer studying (someone kill me please :))) so yeah, i'm going to be really busy and I'm truly, truly sorry for that. also, my mental helath has not been the best at all, like literally i'm just at rock bottom right now and it's being really really hard for me, and altough writing is probably the only thing that keeps me sane, i need to focus on myself and my future, so i don't know how long it will be until i update, and i truly apologize for that. i love you all so much and i'm so greatful for all the love this book is getting and that there's people that are enjoying it, so please just bear with me!!! i won't let this book unfinished since i also have another ideas coming up for the future, but it's just as if life is always against me and i truly need to get back on track.

thank you all so much and i'm really really sorry!!!

with that being said, enjoyyy (and don't worry, i'll keep updating, just not so regular or i don't know for how long i will not :(( ) <3333


Brooke Wires

Celebrating new year's with Harry was perhaps the best time I've ever had. From waking up tangled in his arms with kisses peppering my face, to going out to have some breakfast and to then spending the day at the cinema watching some silly comedy movie that was worse than we could have imagined, to going back home to have some last minute lunch to spend all the afternoon in the couch making out and napping, for then to go out again to have dinner in a fancy place he reserved and to watch the fireworks for the new year as we we're sat down in the grass of a park nearby with his arms around my shoulders made it the best new year's of  my entire life.

Feeling loved during the entire day, it contrasted so much with the new years I've spent alone in my room or drunk off my ass in some random party. I've never celebrated new year's with my family, not until Harry.

He's been amazing with me these last days. I haven't been easy to deal with, but he hasn't given up on me, and I've tried showing him how much that meant to me.

Since I took my pills back, Harry has been caring and attentive, letting me space when I need it and holding me when my head got too loud and I didn't even know my own name.

Regarding everything that happened between us, everything was a blur in the back of my mind since I got out of the hospital. I could make out bits and pieces, but I couldn't recall the entire events. Which made me mad, because I wasn't able to remember how Harry said 'I love you' to me for the first time.

And although he repeated it to me day and night, there was a pang on my heart since I wasn't able to remember the first fucking time I actually felt that those word mattered. That those words had meaning when someone said them to me.

Turning around in the bed, I groan at the morning light. Today is the first day back at university after the holiday break, and I'm dreading it. Especially since my head is back in place.

Burying my face into the pillow, I listen to his footsteps as he enters the room.

"Come on Brooke, get out of bed already."

"Fuck you. Let me sleep." I say, my face nuzzled against the pillow.

I hear his husky laugh, and it's not even a minute before I feel the bed dip down beside me, and his lips are on the skin of my back.

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