you are fat
you look in the mirror
and all you see is a dissappointment
a person that keeps failing
keeps letting people down
who cant even walk down the street
without comparing herself
you are fat
you must go to the diner table
"you have to eat"
i remind myself
to carry on faking
to continue this lie
thats eating me up inside
you are fat
i feel useless
constantly reminded of my worth
i keep seeing those numbers grow
and the food cant decrease
the guilt after eating
but the need to do it again
you are fat
i cant even see myself
i cant hear anything
i cant breathe
i need to vomit
i need to let everything out
all the fatness in me
all the numbness
i cant anymore
you are fat
im reminded again
of the fact that i keep gaining weight
i cant stop the pain
the need to stop eating
you are fat
i remember my younger self
hating herself for her body shape
here i am again today
years have passed
but it turns out
im still hating myself
my weight
my body shape
everything is still the same
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PoetryI locked myself on a prison inside my mind and I dont even know how to escape #1 𝔦𝔫 𝔭𝔬𝔢𝔱𝔯𝔶 #1 𝔦𝔫 𝔩𝔦𝔣𝔢𝔮𝔲𝔬𝔱𝔢𝔰 #1 𝔦𝔫 𝔰𝔞𝔡𝔮𝔲𝔬𝔱𝔢𝔰 #1 𝔦𝔫 𝔱𝔥𝔬𝔲𝔤𝔥𝔱𝔰𝔞𝔫𝔡𝔣𝔢𝔢𝔩𝔦𝔫𝔤𝔰 #1 𝔦𝔫 𝔭𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔢 #1 𝔦𝔫 𝔭𝔬𝔢𝔱𝔯𝔶𝔠𝔬𝔫𝔱...
