the walls are closing in
my eyes have shed all the tears
i have released all my air
but why can i still feel it there?
that need to hurt myself
even though i already did
going back to that cycle again
the one that i had managed to escape
is it that hard to live in peace
to stop the thoughts from flooding in
locking me in
in a place where i can see no light
no hope no smiles
i cant keep this up
faking im okay
only to get home and cry again
i was doing somehow okay
why do i gotta go back to this?
is it really over for me?
i still wanna do it again
see the blade sink deeper
the blood finally dripping out
slowly
painfully
making it all feel better
i see the dissapointment in their eyes
the pity
the sadness
of knowing im back to it again
but i cant help it
theres no way out
of this cage

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PoetryI locked myself on a prison inside my mind and I dont even know how to escape #1 𝔦𝔫 𝔭𝔬𝔢𝔱𝔯𝔶 #1 𝔦𝔫 𝔩𝔦𝔣𝔢𝔮𝔲𝔬𝔱𝔢𝔰 #1 𝔦𝔫 𝔰𝔞𝔡𝔮𝔲𝔬𝔱𝔢𝔰 #1 𝔦𝔫 𝔱𝔥𝔬𝔲𝔤𝔥𝔱𝔰𝔞𝔫𝔡𝔣𝔢𝔢𝔩𝔦𝔫𝔤𝔰 #1 𝔦𝔫 𝔭𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔢 #1 𝔦𝔫 𝔭𝔬𝔢𝔱𝔯𝔶𝔠𝔬𝔫𝔱...