that paralyzing fear
that overcomes my body
whenever i start thinking
of the countless possibilities
the huge probability
that you will see me the way
that i see myself
that one day you'll wake up and realize
im not worth fighting for, not worth loving
im not worth the effort
but im selfish, and i pray
pray every night you wont slip away
beg God that you wont realize
and that if you do, you'll still stay
but im selfish and foolish
as many have already left
just please, please, dont do the same thing
losing you would break me beyond repair
you were the first one
who picked up the pieces and said
"you should love yourself"
so i plead you, never leave
or i wont survive this time
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PoetryI locked myself on a prison inside my mind and I dont even know how to escape #1 𝔦𝔫 𝔭𝔬𝔢𝔱𝔯𝔶 #1 𝔦𝔫 𝔩𝔦𝔣𝔢𝔮𝔲𝔬𝔱𝔢𝔰 #1 𝔦𝔫 𝔰𝔞𝔡𝔮𝔲𝔬𝔱𝔢𝔰 #1 𝔦𝔫 𝔱𝔥𝔬𝔲𝔤𝔥𝔱𝔰𝔞𝔫𝔡𝔣𝔢𝔢𝔩𝔦𝔫𝔤𝔰 #1 𝔦𝔫 𝔭𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔢 #1 𝔦𝔫 𝔭𝔬𝔢𝔱𝔯𝔶𝔠𝔬𝔫𝔱...
