~I give up~

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I have finally given up
I cant escape the urge
I cant escape the sadness
Each time I get close to getting better
I fall and end up worse
I cant escape the itch of hurting
I cant escape the darkness
I cant escape the numbness
The only thing I can do
Is sit back and wait
For my end to finally come
And for me to be free
Why is it so hard?
I can only wish for it
As Im not allowed to be happy
Im not allowed to escape
To flee this world
To leave it all behind
Why cant I be selfish for once?
"What about your loved ones?"
I no longer care
Theyll get over me
Trust me
It will be better this way

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