Broken texts

~Empty~

I feel so empty that I dont even know if Im feeling anymore
that hand is suffocating me and doesnt let go
am i really willing to let it all go?
is the happines at the endt
worth the pain of this hellhole
am i strong enough to survive?
to not give in and die
I dont know whats keeping me floating
the need to breathe or the despair of drowning
is it really that hard for me to be happy
i cant find it in myself to care
for feelings i no longer remember
for thoughts i cant stop anymore from surrounding me
its kind of a comfort
because wherever i am
that demon is always beside me