"Just you" he whispered, swallowing as he bobbed his head down, "There's nothing in my head but you" he softly chuckled, making her heart literally stop.
"What ?" the word escaped her lips before she could even think about it. It was barely even a w...
a/n: the link for the playlist didn't work so I put it in my bio and there it's working! enjoy this chapter, it's a bit more heavy, a little bit of smut in this one!
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Ever since their first night together, Bucky and Hailey fucked like bunnies every day. Just couldn't get enough of each other.
They had done it on every inches of their house. The floor, the shower, even in the bathtub, everywhere. They had discovered every inches of each other's body. And somehow, they still found themselves lost in the touch of the other.
Usually, not a day would pass when the pair didn't fuck and they soon realized the days passed faster when they would just fuck the entire afternoon.
And since neither of them slept a lot, Hailey didn't even need sleep to simply function and Bucky was simply too scared to even fall asleep, they would occupy their nights with playing with each other.
Bucky was still incapable of saying it back but that didn't bother Hailey at all. She knew he just needed time before being able to fully trust again and be okay with himself again. And she swore to stay at his side every step of the way.
Even though she wondered why he still couldn't say it back, she said nothing since he would do anything to make her see he loved her by showing it in little actions every day. And she loved it. Even though he couldn't say it, she could see it and she could feel it. Deep inside, she knew she had found her person.
But something was wrong. They swore they wouldn't keep anything from each other anymore and Hailey stuck to that promise, she kept her word. But she wasn't sure he was doing so as well. She was sure he was hiding something from her and while she could easily guess what it was, she didn't want to force him to say it. It would only push them far from each other and they would never be the same together again.
So she kept quiet. She pretended not to see his smile fading away as soon as she'd tell him she loved him or his eyes filled with guilt just before he'd kiss her. She said nothing and though she thought she was doing the right thing, the only thing she was really doing was just pushing him back into his own guilt and putting him to silence.
Sometimes, he would go take those long walks outside and she was glad he now could go outside without being scared but what worried her was that he would spend hours away, only coming back at sunset. Some days, he wouldn't even talk to her, barely even look at her. She left him alone, not wanting to argue when all had been perfect for days but the more she let that situation go on, the more he would distance himself from her and the more she would feel like not doing better for him.
She didn't want to disturb him or put him into a situation where he'd feel uncomfortable but she knew they would have to talk one day and she thought he knew it too. She would try sit him down for a talk but he always avoided a serious conversation and that was starting to bother her.
