Her lips; an ART

Chapter 27

Yvaine's POV

Joy broke up with her boyfriend, that's the main reason why she's been hanging out with me a lot these days. I don't want to complain about it since it's for her mental health. Aparrently, her ex boyfriend cheated on her again for the nth time. He was abusive, verbally and physically. I already told her to break up with that douchebag but she keeps on going back. Ngayon hindi ko nalang talaga alam ang gagawin ko kapag binalikan niya pa yun.

"Remember when she cheated on me with Angelica? Hindi lang pala siya sa circle natin ang linalandi niya" pagkwe kwento niya.

I remained silent and just nodded my head. I remembered that night when Joy called me, crying and cursing at him but after a few days she went back with him. Naalala ko kung gaano ako nagsayang ng oras to give her advices pero parang balewala lang yun sakanya. Now, I stopped doing that.

"Turns out he's also flirting with this random girl from the eleventh grade..." she rolled her eyes, remembering.

"So what's the final verdict? You're going back to him or you decided to stop being stupid for that guy"

Natahimik siya, halata sa mukha at ekspresyon niyang hindi niya nagustuhan yun. Pero I'm just being honest. I just want to know if she's changing too or she's still stuck with the same thing.

"Hindi ko pa alam," aniya.

No, hindi sa hindi niya pa alam. Alam niyang babalik siya sa lakakeng yun. She's just preventing me to say bad words. Siguro naririndi na din siya sa mga salita ko pero hindi ba niya naisip na naririndi na din ako sa paulit ulit niyang sinasabi na sa huli kakainin niya din naman.

You know, I can't blame her. Maybe she really love that guy. But can't she think about herself first? Before committing her all to that jerk. Ako na yung naaawa sakanya eh.

Maybe Joy noticed my silence that's why she stopped talking. I didn't really like to sound like a frigging bitch but I can't help it. If she can't take it, might as well unfriend me.

Nakakunot ang aking noo habang nakatingin sa live ng isang kakilala ko. I'm already at our house, chilling at my room while waiting for Kale's update. Ang paalam niya kanina'y magrerecall lang daw sila ng sayaw. Yun pala ngayon na ang contest nila.

She didn't mention me anything about it. Kung hindi ko pa nakita ang live nila ay hindi ko pa malalaman. I immediately messaged her with my heart raging. I was so supportive of her and her passion. I wanted to be there all through out.

Huminga ako ng malalim habang naghihintay ng reply niya. Naka capslock na din ang mga messages ko. Mas lalo pa akong nabwisit nung ang tagal niyang magreply. I almost messaged everyone in her group. I feel so stupid and a nagger but who's blaming me? Should be no one.

Sesill:
Ineentertain pa yung mga nagpapapicture ate. Sabihin ko sakanya after.

What the fuck! I'm a screaming mad ape right now. Hindi ko na alam kung saan ako magfofocus. I was supposed to get a nap while waiting but here she is busy entertaining her 'fans'.

Me:
Still no reply? Pero busy sa mga babaeng nagpapa picture? Enjoying the attention huh?

Halos mapudpud na yung kuko ko sa kamay. Hindi ko lang talaga matanggap na mas inuna niya pang ientertain sila kaysa icheck kung may nag-aalala na ba sakanya kasi hindi pa siya nakakapagreply.

You're dead, Ceres.

She was calling but I'm busy contemplating my thoughts. Naiiyak na ako sa bwisit at galit. I have to inhale positivity.