Yvaine's POV
Kale insisted that I should stay in their house while my family's away. Sa susunod na linggo pa ang mga yun na uuwi dito so basically I will be left alone in a long period of time. Hindi naman na yun kaso saakin since I've live alone. Nakakahiya naman din kasi kanila Tita Fely na maging tenant nila ako doon. Tsaka Kale told me her dad's not yet approve of her being a bisexual.
Matagal na din pala silang hindi nakakapag usap simula nung malaman ng father niya ang tunay niyang identity. I mean maybe it's an automatic reaction from those people who's close to you and are expecting a lot from you to feel somewhat disappointed but I know eventually they will accept it. Hindi puwedeng walang acceptance na mangyayari kasi it doesn't exist eh. Mahirap tanggapin pero kung talagang mahal mo yung isang tao at may malasakit ka sa nararamdaman niya ay hindi ka matatagalang i-accept yun.
And in my case, dad's just overthinking about my future. He wanted an heir and I could give him that without marrying a man. There's a lot of alternative solution to that. I could bear a child whever I want to. He's just indenial and was too harsh on himself to accept it.
Kahit naman hindi niya pa din tanggap ay buo na ang desisyon ko. I will marry Kale... I will stay with her, I will fight for her no matter what it takes.
"I told mom... dun ka nalang daw. Mas safe sa bahay baby" hinaplos ni Kale ang buhok ko.
Kasalukuyan kaming nakatambay sa kuwarto ko. We're currently watching a horror movie. Kale's feeding me with the popcorn we made earlier. Nakatutok lang ang aking mga mata sa pinapanood.
"Why don't you just stay here... ikaw nalang mag adjust dito baby" I suggested.
Although I've already planned this ahead of time. Nasa isip ko na din talaga ang pagyaya sakanyang samahan ako dito sa bahay. Tutal apat na araw pa bago sila makabalik dito. I'm planning on taking my shot to dad. Aamin ako sakanya and I will become vulnerable to him, I will discuss about my plans on moving out with Kale. Sana lang talaga ay matanggap niya agad. I mean I'm not pressuring him to accept my chosen fate but I'm lowkey hoping that he'll still support me no matter what, besides I'm his only child.
"You want that?" bakas ang galak sa boses niya.
I nodded my head, "Of course! We could bake and cook together baby... madami naman tayong nabili na goods right?"
She pulled my head and gave my head a kiss. Pinatong niya ang aking ulo sakanyang balikat habang nakaakbay siya saakin.
"Okay baby,"
"Thank you!" excited kong sabi.
Nakatulog kaming dalawa ni Kale kaya ang ending ay hindi namin natapos ang pinapanood naming pelikula. I woke her up by kissing her face, I also bit her nose but I think I went too far because she woke up grumpy but cute.
"Awww!" hinawakan niya ang kaniyang ilong.
"I'm sorry baby, ang cute kasi ng nose mo eh. Maliit" nag peace sign pa ako sakanya.
"It hurts baby naman!" reklamo niya.
"Hmp!"
Lumayo ako sakanya at tumalikod na din. I didn't like how she acted. Pakiramdam ko tuloy ang sama sama ko naman. Para bang ang laki ng kasalanan ko. My heart beat painfully, pakiramdam ko ang OA ko pero kasi naman. Hindi ko din alam bakit ganito ako.
Suddenly I felt her hug me from the back. She pulled me closer and rested her chin in between my neck and shoulder.
"Wag ka na magtampo, sorry" she whispered and bit my shoulder.
BINABASA MO ANG
Her lips; an ART
RomanceSabi nila kapag nahanap ka ng tadhana at pagmamahal, handa ka man o hindi... wala ka nang takas. Either you embrace it and take the risk or be heartless and find another way. Yvaine is an epitome of a good daughter and an excellent student. She was...
