starting over

chapter 26

Annies POV

"no there is too much going on right now and it's all piling up let's do something to get our mind off it all" I literally begged jude i got down on my knees and held his hands., he threw his head back laughing and got up pulling me with him and brought me out of the room.
"I put your clothes on there until we got new furniture, remember beach themed" he says pointing to my old room, i go in and change into a pair of denim hot pants and a black vest top with flip flops i curled the ends of my hair and added light make up, i knew exactly what we were going to be doing, we were going to the bonfire down at the beach and i was so excited I absolutely loved parties especially bonfire parties and beach parties so this was perfect.
"I think we would have more fun in here you looking like that" he says with a smirk.
"I'm sure you would think like that you perv" I say throwing a pillow at his face he catches it and throws it back on the sofa and chuckles he grabs my hand and starts leading me out but before we reach the door he spins me around and kisses me passionately.
"just reminding you not to flirt with any other guys at this thing" he says when he pulls away, i laugh at his pathetic excise to choke me with his tounge and grab his hand leading him out of the apartment he locks it and we race eachother downstairs he wins knowing not to go easy on me or i will not admit that I won, we get a cab and for the fun of it run out and dissappear into the crowd before we pay unfortunately he is very dedicated and chases us so we hide behind the bar where judes friend was he eventually leaves and we both order a lemonade i find emily and we walk off together to our group of friends that has grown in the last month leaving jude with his friends an hour later everyone strips down and runs into the sea i look around and see jude running towards me.
"you doing this?" he asks.
"yeah, we're out to have fun or are you scared?" I tease, but i dont get far before he rips his top off and takes off his jeans leaving them near the bar with his friends' clothes i do the same and leave the clothes with emilies and we run in together we splash and swim for a while and then get out and dry off the bonfire is eventually lit and everyone is dancing and drinking but me amd jude still have only had lemonade.
"come on ans" he says grabbing my hand and leading me to the crowd dancing, we dance for a while and grind.
"you man whore" I hear judes gay friend scream in our direction i look up and see Simon i scream amd run into his arms, we are very good friends now.
"you bitch stealing my man!" he jokes.
"what can I say? He has a very sexy ass" I tease, he laughs and drops me onto the ground before high fiving jude.
"you guys coming yet?"
"where?"
"beet pong idiot, i thought you were the one who came up with it"
"oh well be right there" I glare at jude.
"oh come on just a few we didn't drive here and the cops should be breaking this party up soon so we won't have enough time to get drunk" I shrug and lead him over to where our friends are they have lined up the drinks and half an hour later me amd jude are running from the cops into some sea caves that are in shallow water.
"your very sexy when you run drunk i mean them zig zag moves got me hard" jude teases me.
"it isn't my fault i cant run drunk especially when your telling me that they have guns!"
"your right I'm sorry babe, forgive me?" he says widening his eyes and over pouting his lip, i laugh again for the millionth time that night since Simon tried to make out with the cop and then had to sprint away feeling rejected, he threw up while Running! I kiss jude proving i forgive him then we hear the cops we both cover eachothers mouth and try our best to silence our laughs which is very hard they eventually leave and we get a cab home, jude gives me a piggy back into the apartment and drops me on the bed he kisses my neck and jaw and gets lower onto my breast biting leaving a mark, we both roughly rip off eachothers clothes and kiss hungrily he enters me and thrusts deeper and deeper i run my hand over his chest before planting it on his back and digging my nails into it as he thrusts i use my other hand to explore his hair and tug gently earning a moan when we finally reach our high we lie beside eachother enjoying the moment.
"I love you so fucking much" jude tells me panting.
"I love you too jude" I say I turn and kiss him on the nose before cuddling into hi and falling asleep.

I have a dream that night, not a nightmare a dream, me and jude are living together in a house on a friendly neighbourhood we've just graduated and we kiss eachother as we set off for work we meet up for lunch at a park and walk around talking about random things and then we go home and fall asleep together and I realise if i want this to work we both have o fight and that's why he is being so stubborn to not let me leave because that's what he sees, he sees us happy together and he is willing to get hurt to get there to make me happy and be happy with me, i love him so much he may not be super strong or have amazingly sharp cheek bones or be six foot tall or perfectly tanned skin but he did have beautiful eyes and a messy brown hair and a four pack and he wasnt tan but not pale but he was 5'8 he also had such a big heart to accept a broken girl into his home and try to fix her and that was all perfect for me.