starting over

chapter 31

Annies POV

I was being discharged today i had completely healed by now nothing but a few cuts i had to stay in the hospital for weeks because my lungs kept collapsing but then they discovered that my rib was actually chipped and some of the bone had punctured it nit too much but thats why i couldnt leave for a while so now I was bandage and cast free and i was so relieved i would have to attend a few weeks of physiotherapy just to make sure everything was working properly but apart from that I was fine and u was now famous there were reporters everywhere i went someone even broke into the hospital just to see how I was doing with my recovery but that settled down abit i was obviously still devastated about the news of my inability to have children and even more because it was because of my dad but it was getting easier and i didnt plan anyway so it didn't have too much of an affect and if i did change my mind I could adopt or get a surrogate but thats way down the road anyways so now I was solely focusing on jude and college i wouldn't let them ruin our future.
"you ok?" jude asked as we drove past bobs in the taxi it was still a mess but builders were trying to fix it i looked away from there and back to jude.
"yeah" I said honestly even if i wasnt happy i was atleast ok and that was a start to being happy.
We eventually pulled up in front of the apartment building when we entered a few of the other people who lived there that u had never talked to turned and gave me sympathetic smiles which I politely returned even though it annoyed the fuck out of me Darren approached us to help with the bags we had brought back from the hospital which was mostly gifts and judes clothes that got too smelly to wear because i had to wear hospital gowns.
"so how are you feeling now Annie?" Darren asked me sweetly.
"I'm feeling better now thanks" I replied, honestly.
"that'd good i know you probably don't want a fuss made over you bit if you need anything either of you just tell me"
"we will thank you Darren" he smiled warmly at me before pressing the buttons for the elevator and we waited for it silently.
"how are you jude? Annies getting all the attention huh?" He said with a chuckle.
"yeah not sure if the world's ready for this pretty face just yet" jude replied smirking.
"still got your sense of humour but you are feeling ok?" He asked genuinely concerned, that's why I liked Darren we barely knew eachother but he really cared about us and even set up extra security cameras to make sure we were safe.
"yeah I'm good, happy to have ans home she'll kill me when she sees the apartment though" he said chuckling at me.
"if it's any worse than how i left it you'll be cleaning it top to bottom with a toothbrush" I say with glaring jokingly at him, he laughs and pulls me into his chest he kisses my forehead before leading me and Darren down the hall and into our apartment i walk in expecting a huge mess and find it spotless.
"suprised?" jude asks.
"very, how thoigh you were at the hospital like all the time"
"before you woke up i came home to shower and stuff and was told that if i didnt rest i wouldn't be allowed to see, emilies orders, so to pass the time I cleaned" he explains.
"you should clean more often"
"whatever"
"I'm gonna leave you guys alone now I'm sure you have some very fun activities planned that no offence i would rather stay out Of" Darren says smirking before leaving us alone i go for a shower and just as ik about to wash my hair the curtain is drawn back.
"water bills getting expensive thought i should try to save some money" he says smirking at my naked body.
"hurry up and get in here you horny Liar" I say pulling him in, i know I sound like a whore now but it gets cold if you open the curtain... And i missed jude because for some reason we weren't allowed to have sex.
"fuck i missed you" he says holding me against the tiled wall and kissing my neck, teasing.
"no teasing jude" I warn him he chuckles and pulls me even closer to him our lips crash hungrily together as our hands run over eachothers bodies exploring what we've both missed so much he lifts me up so my legs are around his waist and suddenly enters me i moan in pleasure and thrust against his hips missing him more than possible after a few minutes he pulls out and fingers me with two fingers i throw back my head in pleasure and moan hisname into his neck i grab his duck and pump it fast before sliding down, licking the tip and then taking the whole thing in my mouth.
"fuck ans" he moans.
"it's to make up for scaring you" I tell him when i pull back i luck around it a little more before taking it back in my mouth he eventually spills out into my mouth and i swallow it licking my lips making me spill out as well we both slide down the wall and sit together in the shower.
"I love you ans"
"I love you too jude"
"jude can i ask something?"
"is it what happened to me in school?"
"yeah"
"okay"
"really?"
"yes, I almost lost you and i realise I shouldnt keep things from you when you could be taken away so quickly"
"I'll never leave"
"I know"
"so your sure you want to tell me?"
"yes... Remember how I told you that me amd my family travelled?"
"yeah"
"ok well I actually know why we travelled so much, it was because when i was born i was taken into care because they did drugs and stuff but one day when u was at school i was about ten a van pulled up they said they were friends if my family and even had a photo to prove it, it was actually photoshopped, anyway they took me and left i never saw anyone again and they lied to me about it all so when i found out i tracked down my adoptive parents and moved here me and my real family are trying to build some sort of relationship though and it's working, kinda but thats what he was talking about"
"are you ok?"
"yeah, I'm not like sad about it or anything it's just something that happened that's kinda strange so I want to forget about it they still smoke amd stuff so that's why we're not really getting anywhere"
"have they apologised?"
"yeah I just don't want them to do that again, they need to stop what there doing"
"I know, we could help, pay for rehab or something?"
"really, you'd do that for them?"
"for you jude" he looks down at me and smiles while kissing my hand, we get up eventually and dry off then decide to have a movie night and go out with friends tomorrow we watch the very popular ice age and fall asleep on the sofa cuddling together.