Am I Crazy?

Closet boy

Minho

When lunch time came around, I quickly grabbed my lunch made by my housekeeper and made a beeline for outside before my friends could stop me. As long as I could remember I always sat in this little spot surrounded by trees and shrubs like it was meant to be a hiding place. I would always sit there during lunch and clear my mind and just sat in silence.

To my surprise it was occupied by someone, I suppose it couldn't have been saved for me all this time. It was no other than Han Jisung himself.

"Interesting place, isn't it?" I smiled. "This used to be my hideout way back when. This was the only time I got away from my asshole friends."

"We can share." I grinned.

I sat down next to him, and our knees brushed against each other, and I swear I could hear his breath hitch. I looked over at him and he was all nerves I could see a blush creep over his cheeks, and he was flustered as all hell. His chubby cheeks were just the cutest thing, and he resembled a squirrel. He continued nibbling on his lunch and he was listening to music, I just sat there and watched him quietly. 

I noticed how his right hand was all bandaged up and it must have happened just last night because it was completely free of any bandages yesterday at school. He was also late for school this morning and my friends had mentioned that he's late like almost every other day.

Han Jisung I need to know you.

We sat there in silence, and it was a comfortable silence every now and then I would catch him glancing over at me. It wasn't long before lunch was over, and I packed up my lunch while Jisung slowly put his stuff away and shoved his phone and air pods back into his pocket. I stood up and held my hand out hoping this time he will take the offer.

"I don't care what they call you, I'm not afraid." I smiled.

I knew he was scared and hesitant, but I also saw how vulnerable he looked. There was something in his eyes that said he wanted to trust me but at the same time I was friends with the school's popular boys who were complete assholes and he pry thinks I'm one of them.

He studied me for a minute unsure of what to do.

He finally grabbed my hand, and I helped him up as he stumbled just enough that he fell into my chest.

Jisung

I decided to just go for it, and I grabbed his hand, maybe it's just because it's just us here and no one else that he's helping me or maybe he's just nice. I guess we will see how this plays out, but as soon as I grabbed his hand, and he pulled me up I stumbled the just slightest and fell into him.

I don't know whether to be scared that he would push me off like some sort of bug or what, but I was nervous as hell. Nothing came though, no shoving no pushing away only the warmth of his hand placed on my lower back holding me in place.

It was like time froze and I could hear his heart beating rapidly as if he was excited. I could feel my cheeks burning up and my own stupid heart was beating fast. I decided to pull away before anyone could see or before Minho could say anything and I quickly ran away.

Before the next bell could ring for classes to start up again, I quickly ran to the bathroom. I was trying my best to avoid anyone as just the feeling of me being up against Minho caused my hormones to kick in.

Fuck.

I almost made it to the stall, but it was too late.

One of the school's bullies who teased people about their sexuality and shit appeared in front of me. "Well, if it isn't little closet boy." The guy smirked. I watched him walk up to me as I was trying to hide my ever-growing boner. He pushed me up against the wall and leaned into me, "Seems like someone is having a good time. Or did we just look at some cute boy and this happened" as he grabbed my dick.

I winced in pain as he grabbed me and I tried my best to push him off, but he was too strong. I could feel his hot breath against my neck, and it made me shiver in the worst way. He then licked my neck and started to leave wet gross kisses along my neck while groping me.

"Please stop, I-i don't want this. Stop touching me." I pleaded. "Oh, you know you want this, we all know you're still in the closet so why not get some action. It's just us two in here."

His grip on me grew stronger and I couldn't move, he touched me in places that shouldn't be touched, and he forced his mouth on mine so I couldn't scream for help. With my bandaged-up hand I tried hitting at him and I tried to kick him but no luck.

"P-please, please stop!"

Just then Chan and Changbin along with some other guy came in the bathroom and noticed the scene in front of them. If I'd known any better, they would have just let it happen and be on their way.

Something in Chan's eyes said otherwise.

He walked over in such haste and grabbed the guy by the back of his shirt and flung him across the floor. I watched the scene unfold before me as I slumped down to the ground holding my knees up to my chest and tears started to escape my eyes.

"You actually think trying to rape someone is a fucking achievement or something!" Chan yelled punching the guy over and over again in the face. "Oh, please like what you do to him is any better." The guy chuckled earning a kick from Changbin. "At least I don't try and rape someone or feel someone up!"

Before I knew it everything went silent.

The guy I didn't know came up to me and pulled me up from the ground. I watched Changbin and Chan drag the guy out of the bathroom "Get him to the nurses office! as Chan yelled.

"Hey my name is Hyunjin. Let's get you to the nurses office." Hyunjin said softly.