Am I Crazy?

Han Jisung

Minho

Me and my friends were all standing around in the courtyard wasting time until the first bell rang for class, we had about 15 minutes left. "So, what's the deal with Han Jisung?" I asked. I immediately got the are you fucking kidding me look from Chan. "It's a simple fucking question." "Han Jisung is... well no one wants to be near him or touch him. He has... issues." Chan said. "Cuz' that makes any sense."

It was silent for a minute or two before Hyunjin spoke up. " No one really knows much about him to be honest; we just know he's always late for school and always shows up with some part of him bruised or bandaged. I mean he is one of the top students despite everything, and everyone always say that he's going to get held back every year. We know he lives with his father and his mother died when he was 12. He does have money though or his father does at least." Hyunjin explained.

I took in every word Hyunjin said and it made me wonder what kind of home life Jisung is living. Surely if he shows up every day with bruises then he has to be getting abused right? "There was a time while you were gone overseas though when no one knew where Han Jisung was. It was like he vanished into thin air; I think he was gone for about 6 months. And also, after his mother died, he was gone to for like ever it seemed." Changbin added.

So that's pry why I don't remember him he was never around much.

"Why are you so interest anyways?" Chan asked. "Just curious is all." I shrugged. "Well, if I were you, I would just stay away from him." The bell rang then, and they walked off while I just stood there for a few seconds taking everything in.

Who are you, Han Jisung?

First class started 15 minutes in and still no Jisung, I was slightly worried but as Hyunjin said this happens on the daily. With about half an hour to go the door opens and walks in a very tired and defeated Han Jisung with a swollen and bruised face. I watched him intently as he made his way over to his desk and just laid his head down.

"See told ya." Hyunjin whispered.

The other day I had heard rumors of an incident that happened in the boy's bathroom of some poor helpless boy being sexually harassed and bullied or as they say a rape attempt. None of this shit happened years ago and I come back, and this school has gone to hell.

Just thinking anything like that happening to Jisung made my blood boil and I hated it. I don't even know him, and I want to protect him with every fiber of my being.

I know I am gay and I'm not ashamed of it, my parents don't know because they don't believe in that, so I have to hide myself at home and at school. My friends of course know it was very obvious to them how I don't know that's what makes it even better though because they are all too, I mean Hyunjin is bi but that's beside the point.

Somehow, I can sense the same with Jisung, but I want to be sure before anything.