Am I Crazy?

Jisung's house was now a crime scene and there were people everywhere including the news and other tv channels and reporters. Considering Jisung's father owned one of the second biggest companies, it was only a matter of time before word got out.

After Minho left, he had called Felix and as Hyunjin was with him they both bolted out the door to Jisung's side and when they arrived Felix ran to his best friend's side while he told Hyunjin to call the police.

Jisung was silent most of the time, it was like he wasn't even there. Felix feared for him and didn't know what would become of him. He was still a teenager and just 16, he was going to turn 17 in just a few weeks. He could have been tried for murder, but it was self-defense.

Now if only they could get the people to believe.

Looking at his past and going to the institution multiple times they might think he is a maniac and just waited for the day to kill his father, self-defense or not. Some people don't like to see the whole picture and especially since Jisung is gay there are too many people out there in the world who are way against it.

The morning consisted of the police and detectives scoping out the place and looking at every possible thing, from the broken glass to the blood spatters everywhere. There will be no stone left unturned.

Jisung was given immediate attention for his injuries which consisted of a concussion, fractured ribs, a blow to his head which required stitches and just a few minor bruises and cuts among his body. It was a miracle he could even stand after that let alone had the strength to stab his father to death.

Felix was right by his side the whole time just making sure that he knew he was there for him and that he wasn't going anywhere. Hyunjin had mentioned it to Chan who showed up in support of Jisung. He had his friends and even his former bully the only person who was missing was his boyfriend. 

Minho was nowhere to be found.

He of course went to the station himself and gave his statement.

Jisung was now without parents and was still too young and was required to be put into the system, but it was better thought he be put back at the institution where he may just very well live there and seek the help he needs.

Jisung was numb to say the least and spoke very little, but he mumbled his way through the events, including everything from his past and leading up to last night.

His friends however were right by his side and Chan who owned up to his own truths, Felix had even brought in the nurse from school and some of the teachers who knew what went on with Jiusng's home life and his abuse from his father.

Jisung

I thought the day would never end, being bombarded by my friends and the police as well as the reporters. I thought I was going to lose it, but I kept as calm as possible. I was now all alone and nowhere to go, but I was told that the only best option was for me to stay at the hospital for a few days while my wounds heal and then I would be right back at the institution again.

I was so grateful for Felix being by my side most of all, but I was also glad Hyunjin and even Chan was there. Jeongin was informed as well but was busy with family and had showed up later at the hospital.

Even though I had everyone I still felt alone. The one person who I needed the most was gone, the one person who thought would be by my side no matter what had called me the one thing that I never wanted to be called.

Crazy.

I hadn't even cried yet, there were no tears as my whole being was just cold and numb. I felt nothing right now and I was afraid.

"Don't worry Ji, everything will be okay. We are all right here for you, everyone has vouched for you. Your father was a monster and that's that, I can't say he deserved to be killed but nonetheless he's out of your life for good." Felix calmly spoke.

Felix wasn't going to leave my side; he held my hand as he sat down next to me. "M-minho he saw the w-whole thing. He s-said I was fu-fucking crazy." I stuttered. "I'm going to fucking beat his ass when I see him." Hyunjin angrily blurted out.

Minho.

I guess I wasn't the right person, I wasn't enough for you. I told you that first day I met you to stay away from me as I was the school's disease.

Now everyone at school can make fun of me, they can call me crazy or a murderer.

Because all in all that's what I am right?

After a few more interactions with the police at the hospital, they had all my medical records and everything else they needed. My father had some of the police force on his side as well as some doctors, but they were also threatened. So needless to say, they all came forward even my father's driver and my father's watchdog with a few other of his colleagues were taken into custody.

I was finally able to rest and drifting off to sleep came easily to me funny enough. Felix stayed with me but everyone else was told to leave and come back in the morning.

There was still no word from Minho, no one has been able to get a hold of him and everyone was getting worried.

Hyunjin was furious with him along with everyone else, to them it just made no sense for him to just walk away. To me though it made very perfect sense. He hated me, he never loved me, he thought I was crazy.

But I guess maybe I am.