Am I Crazy?

Me or him?

Well, it was safe to say that the extra hot spicy supper did not go over well, however it was extra hilarious to watch my father try and cool his mouth down. After about 20 minutes or so my father came after me and as I was cleaning the mess, I heard nothing but glass breaking. Plates and glasses were being thrown past my head and finally at me. Getting hit in the back of the head with a heavy-duty glass was not very pleasant, and I could already feel the blood running down the base of my neck.

My skin was being torn by bits a glass flying through the air and blood was everywhere. "Think you were being funny boy!" My father yelled. All I could do was stand there my fists clenched trying my best not to pass out right here and now. "Clean this mess up before I get back." My father spat.

I unclenched my fists and turned around sinking to the ground. "F-felix. C-can you c-come to my h-house." I tried to talk into the phone. I tried with all my strength to call Felix, I thought about Minho, but I knew that wouldn't go over well and I knew my father wouldn't be back for a good couple of hours so I thought Felix would be a good call.

"Jisung! Jisung where are you!" I could hear Felix from the foyer. Not soon after he came into the kitchen. "Oh my God Jisung!" Felix shouted. "Ugh please don't shout Lix." I chuckled softly. Felix helped me up and sat me down on a chair. Soon enough he went about cleaning up the mess and I repeatedly tried to tell him to stop but he wouldn't listen.

After a good hour the place was spotless, I'm definitely going to owe Felix big time. "Come on Ji let's get you upstairs." Felix said. Felix led me upstairs and to my bathroom, as he started to clean my cuts on my arms he then moved to my head. "Do you ever go to the hospital? One of these days it's going to be too serious." "No Lix, I'm fine." I replied shakily. Felix finished putting a bandage on the back of my head and then he cupped my cheek. "Jisung you know I'll be here for you whenever but there will come a time when I'll be afraid to find you lying motionless on the floor. I'm so glad to be back here with you but I don't want to see my best friend end up dead."

Everything Felix said is always something that has been in the back of my mind. As crappy as it sounds, I would rather have Felix find me then Minho, I hope the day never comes though. "Lix, you know I appreciate you right? If it wasn't for you back, there at the institution I don't know what I would have done." I tried to smile. "I'll never let anything happen to you and if there comes a time when he has to go then so be it. I'm so glad to be back home, home is where you are Ji." Felix said.

Something else that has always occurred to me, will there come a time when I will have to save myself from him?

Felix cleaned up the bathroom and then helped me over to my bed. I'm pretty sure I still have a few hours left before father decides to show back up. Felix laid down with me until I fell asleep or at least he thought I was fully asleep, but I knew he sneaked out.

I will forever be grateful to Lee Felix in some ways he's, my savior.