Am I Crazy?

My everything

"Hey you little bitch." Chan chuckled. 

That was short lived.

I was walking to my next class when I was trying to reach for something in my bag and not watching where I was going, I ran into Chan.

He grabbed me by my shirt and shoved me against the locker causing my head to slam hard against it. My mind went blank, and I suddenly felt dizzy, and I could feel something wet start to run down my head.

"You think just because I saved you from that asshole, I was going to go easy on you. Your time is up and I'm having a very fucking bad day. You appeared at just the right time." Chan spat. He pulled me away only to slam me back up against the locker and letting me sink to the ground.

"Your little boy toy isn't here to save you either. Don't think I don't know about your little meet ups with Minho. I have eyes and ears everywhere at this school." Chan smirked.

He finally walked off joining his buddies at the end of the hall and everyone else who had stood around and watched went on their way. I managed to sit up as best as I could and I brought my hand up behind my head and felt the wetness, I looked at my hand and saw the blood.

I finally managed to get up and make my way to the nurse's office "Oh sweetie, what happened?" The nurse said calmly. "Just my usual everyday beating, you know how it goes." I replied.  The nurse just smiled but I could see the worry in her eyes, she was the one that made my days bearable besides Mr. Park. After she would treat me, she would let me stay with her awhile and id do my homework in peace and sometimes she would give me treats.

This time I just decided to get treated and go back to my classes, for some reason I didn't have much umph today and frankly I didn't give a shit.

When lunch time came around, I just hid out in the library, students rarely bothered to come in here anyways. I always looked forward to lunch but today I couldn't bring myself to face Minho especially after Chan said he knew about everything.

I didn't even bother to grab my lunch, I just sat in one of the reading corners and pulled my phone and air pods out and listened to music. I was immersed in my music and my eyes closed not noticing someone had come into the library.

Minho

I had heard from the other students that Jisung's beatings once again resumed, I knew it was too good to be true. I knew how Chan was he wasn't letting him off ever.

I wanted to see how he was doing; I was concerned how much of a hit he took but I wasn't seeing him anywhere. As soon as the bell rang signaling lunch time, I knew I would find him at our spot.

But I was wrong.

I looked all over the school's ground and in classrooms, I searched the cafeteria not listening to when my friends were calling my name. I was about to give up when I thought I saw a familiar figure walk into the library, so I decided to follow.

When I entered the library, it looked as empty as could be, but I searched the space and finally found my little chubby cheeked cutie. He picked one of the reading corners at the back of the library, I shouldn't be surprised though anywhere he could get peace he would take.

His eyes were closed, and his air pods were in, he looked peaceful, and the music seemed to be soothing him. I could see no visible signs of physical abuse but that didn't mean he didn't have any. I walked over to him and sat down next to him as close as possible without him sensing my presence and I just watched him for a few moments.

After a few minutes his eyes finally opened, and he was surprised to see me there, "Hey, I was looking all over for you." I smiled. "Oh, um sorry I wasn't feeling the outside today." He said. "No worries I'm just glad I found you. I heard about what Chan had done to you, so I wanted to see if you were alright."

He studied me for a minute before he spoke again, "M-minho I don't think we should see each other anymore." "And why not." I cocked my head to the side. "Chan said he knew, he said he had eyes and ears everywhere." Jisung looked like a scared cat that got backed into a corner and it killed me to see him that way.

"Jisung." I whispered leaning into him our faces only centimeters apart.

He had froze in his place and his brown eyes looked at me in confusion, he was flustered at how close I was to him.

"Chan can go fuck himself." I growled.

I brought my lips down on his kissing him not wanting to let him go and to my surprise he was kissing me back. I didn't think about what the consequences would be, and I certainly didn't care what other people would think.

I brought my hand up to cup his face as I deepened the kiss and brought my other hand to the back of his neck pulling him towards me. The kiss was soft and full of heat, his lips tasted sweet, and I could kiss him all day. Jisung melted into me and placed his arms around my neck tangling his fingers in my hair and it was the best feeling ever.

Soon enough though we pulled away to catch our breath and seeing Jisung even more flustered and his cute chubby cheeks full of blush made my heart melt.

"Minho, what... " Jisung cut himself off.

"Like I said earlier Chan can go fuck himself. You don't know how long I've been thinking about doing that. And no, I don't regret it." I said softly bringing my hand up to cup his cheek.

Jisung gave me the cutest smile and his eyes were filled with happiness something I had never really seen before.

My heart was full of joy and my stomach with butterflies, this boy right here was my everything.