Am I Crazy?

Just...take me

Minho

I don't know if I can believe Chan yes, he's my friend but while I was away, he changed so much and he bullied the boy I love.

I don't know if I could ever forgive him for that, Jisung has the idea of forgiving him though and maybe I just have to back him up on it. I miss my friends and hanging out with them, Hyunjin is by my side which I am grateful for, but Changbin and Chan were always there for me when I needed them.

I can't think of this shit right now though today is fucking Saturday and I am going to go have a good time with my boyfriend. Got to figure out how to sneak in though first, fuck Jisung's father.

I know apparently Jisung's father wants us to stay away from each other due to our father's business differences and whatever else they got going on. This is a typical forbidden love story I guess you could say. Two boys who fall for each other and their own parents hate each other, can't wait to see how this ends.

They don't even know we are seeing each other romantically, they just don't want us to be friends period.

Why is it so hard to be gay?

My father can't make me get married to some spoiled rich bitch just because he wants me to take over the family business. I'm head over heels for my little squirrel but I hate having to keep him a secret.

It was now nearing midnight and Jisung had told me his father's watchdog goes to the store at midnight to get his nightly booze and what not. His dad picked a winner there but during the day he is a good babysitter, tracking every move Jisung makes.

When Jisung gave me my cue I was up his drainpipe faster than you could see a flash of lighting cross the sky.

"Fuck baby I missed you." I smothered Jisung in kisses. "Min, we saw each other yesterday." Jisung giggled. Damn he sounded adorable.

Jisung dragged me downstairs to the living room, he had this whole little movie date set up. Blankets and pillows scattered the floor, and there was popcorn and other treats with drinks set up around and on the tables. Looks a little much but I won't say a damn word about it, Jisung put in the effort and I'm going to try my darndest to make this night perfect for the both of us.

"This amazing Ji, I love it." I kissed him gently on the lips. "Only the best for you." Jisung smiled.

Jisung dragged me down with him to the floor and rapped us up in blankets, he opened our drinks for us and grabbed a bowl of popcorn. Pressing play on the remote the movie played, of course he picked a scary movie.

Only few minutes in and Jisung was already clinging to me like a baby, nothing has even happened yet in the movie. "Ji, nothing has happened yet, why are you so scared?" I whispered in his ear. "I wanted to watch it! I've heard good reviews on it, god I hate scary movies." Jisung squealed. "Then why did you pick it?" "Because I wanted the typical movie date night, and usually it's a scary movie. Besides it gives me a reason to cuddle you." "You don't need a reason Jisung." "Well, I do since I've been kept like a prisoner basically."

Why does he have to be so cute, these are the moments I crave for.

As the movie went on, I was genuinely enjoying it, but Jisung had his face hidden in my neck the entire time. I wrapped my arms tightly around him making sure he knew I was here for him. Halfway through the movie I began to feel Jisung's lips on my neck, leaving soft kisses up and down.

Damn he knows how to get me.

"Ji, what are you doing." I chuckled. "Nothing, just keep watching the movie." Jisung smirked. I felt Jisung unbuttoning my shirt and his fingers were tracing circles on my skin. His kisses on my neck turned more wetter as he left open-mouthed kisses and he trailed them to just below my collar bone. I let out a soft moan when he bit down and started sucking on my skin, I pulled him into my lap as the movie was now long forgotten.

Jisung was now straddling my lap and his hands were resting on my chest, "Jisung, do you know how beautiful you are." I said softly pushing a stray hair behind his ear cupping his cheek. "Min, why do you like me?" Jisung asked.

Is he feeling insecure? Doesn't he know how much I care about him?

"Jisung, I know our relationship started off rocky and I'm honestly surprised to this day you didn't just drop me all together. You forgave me and I didn't deserve it.  You have been through much and I'm going to try and protect you from everything." I explained. "I thought you were going be like everyone else, like Chan." Jisung spoke quietly hanging is head low.

I would never become Chan; I don't give a fuck if he started to change. There's no way in hell would ever beat someone up.

"You are smart and beautiful, and you're strong. You don't give up and you take very hit that comes at you. You shouldn't have to go through everything by yourself, your father is going to pay for everything he did." I pulled Jisung in and kissed him, pulling him closer to me and he positioned himself just on my crotch of course. 

His fingers tangled in my hair pulling on it and making me turned on even more. "Minho, I want you." Jisung whispered. "I won't force you; I want you to be comfortable if we do anything more than this." I replied. "I'm ready Min."

Placing my lips back on his, Jisung began to grind on me, and I let out a growl. "Keep doing that and I will take you without hesitation." I smirked. "Just fucking take me already then." Jisung breathed out.

I grabbed Jisung and placed him underneath me making sure he had plenty of comfort with enough pillows and blankets under him.

Jisung's hand found its way in the back of my pants, feeling his bare hand on my ass and grabbing it was such a fucking turn on. I began to grind against him, and I could feel both of our hard ons growing by the second.

I wish this night could last forever, we have been waiting so long for this.