Me and derek are skipping class. We're in the common room and I'm laid on the couch.
My mouth falls open and my head falls back. I grab onto his hair as his tongue goes to work between my thighs, up my skirt.
He puts his hands on my thighs. "Ahh!" Izzie screams. "Oh my god" Mark laughs. We sit up quickly.
I blush, covering myself up. "In the common room, seriously!?" Mark says. "Come on" izzie laughs, pulling him out of the room.
I look at derek, covering my mouth with my hand. "I told you to lock the door!" I hit his arm. "Its fine, they didn't really see anything" he chuckles. I roll my eyes.
"You want me to finish you off?" He asks. "No, just forget it" I stand up. "Wait, babe.. you're not actually mad, are you?" He holds my hand. I look at him.
He smiles small. "No, I'm not.. I can't be mad at you" I smile, rolling my eyes. He smiles.
He pulls me onto his lap. I smile, playing with the bottom of his shirt. "Can you help me finish actually?" I whisper. He chuckles softly.
He undoes his trousers before reaching into his pocket. He slips on a condom. "Come here baby" he lifts me up.
Flashforward:
I walk into his hospital room. "These are the forms.. if that's the option you choose then you just need to sign them.. it'll be painless and-" the doctor says to Carol.
"Wait.. what? What are you talking about?" I ask. They look at me. "Mere-" Carol says. "Y-you're talking about killing my boyfriend?!" I walk towards the doctor. She steps back.
"Get out" I say. "Mis-" she says. "Get out!" I yell. She leaves quickly. "Meredith.. she's just doing her job" Carol sighs.
"No she isn't! She's a doctor.. she's supposed to fix people.. but he's not fixed, is he?" I say.
"Wh-are you just going to let them kill him!?" I ask. "Don't speak to me like that!" She yells, standing up. "He's my boyfriend!" I say. "And he's my son!" She says.
I look down at him. Something clicks in my brain, bringing me back to reality. I look at her. "Carolyn, I'm so sorry" I say. She sighs. "Its okay" she says.
"No, I-I'm really sorry.. I dont know what came over me.. I didn't mean-" I say. "Its okay honey" she says. I hug her. She hugs me back tight.
"I just don't want to let go of him yet" I whisper. "Me either" she says. I pull away. "And he wouldn't want us arguing" I wipe a tear that runs down my cheek. "No, he wouldn't" she says. We look down at him.
Flashforward over:
I smile, looking into his eyes as he does up his trousers. He smiles at me. "You okay?" He puts his hand on my cheek. "Yeah, you?" I nod.
"I'm amazing" he sighs. "Yeah, you are" I grin. He chuckles. "I love you" he grins, kissing me. I giggle.
The bell rings. I quickly get off of him. I pull up my panties quickly. The door opens. I smile at him before walking to the other side of the room to not cause suspicion. He grins.
Cristina walks over to talk to me. I wave at him. He sticks his middle finger up at me. I gasp. "I'm kidding! I love you!" He yells over everyone in the room. I giggle, blushing.
"What's up with him?" Cristina asks. "Nothing, sorry.. what we're you saying?" I loop my arm with hers, leading her out of the room.
