Derek hasn't been to school all week. I haven't seen him all week. I don't think he's left his house all week. We've been calling and texting everyday but he doesn't sound so good.
I walk into his room. "Hi baby" he sits up slowly as soon as he sees me. "Hi darling" I walk over to him. I pull the covers up slightly and climb ontop of him. I straddle his lap.
I hug him, pushing my face into his shoulder gently. He looks rough. He very obviously hasn't been showering, shaving or washing his hair. He smells a bit and his hair is greasy. His beard is growing out slightly too.
"I miss you" I mumble. He hugs me tight. "I love you so much" he says. "I love you more" I kiss his cheek. He hugs me tighter.
"Do you want me to shower with you?" I ask. He nods. We take a quick shower and I help him wash his hair.
We go back to his room and get changed into our pyjamas. He sits back on the bed and I straddle him again. I grab his skincare stuff and gently apply it to his face.
"You're so handsome baby" I kiss his lips softly. He doesn't smile.. or say anything. "I love you" I whisper. "I love you" he kisses my nose.
My phone starts ringing. I grab it. "Hi mom" I answer it. "Hi sweetheart, how is he?" She asks. "He's okay, aren't you?" I look at him. He nods slowly. I kiss his cheek.
"Are you coming back for dinner later?" She asks. "I think I'm gonna stay here with der tonight" I say. He hugs me tighter. "Okay honey, I'll speak to you later" she says. "Bye" I say. She hangs up. I put the phone aside.
"You are okay, aren't you baby?" I whisper, putting my hands on his cheeks. He nods. I keep looking into his eyes. He rolls up the sleeves of his hoodie and shows me his clean wrists. I let out a small sigh or relief.
"I'm so proud of you" I hug him. He hugs me back. "Do you think you'd be able to go on a little walk with me?" I ask. He shakes his head.
"Please.. for me?" I ask. "I don't want to, mer.. please don't make me" he says. "Okay" I sigh. He hugs me again.
Derek's pov:
She cuddles into me. I let out a small sigh as she kisses my neck. "Mer" I whimper softly as she sucks hard on my skin. She pushes me down gently, so I'm laid on the bed under her. She kisses my jaw softly.
I roll us over, so I'm ontop of her and kiss her neck instead. She moans softly.
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Merediths pov:
He stops moving and I feel his warm cum spill inside of me. I pull away from his lips slowly.
I put my hands on his cheeks, stroking them gently with my thumbs. He closes his eyes as I lean in and kiss him again. He puts his hand ontop of mine. I pull it away from his face and entwine our fingers instead.
We pull away again slowly. I smile as he kisses my hand softly. "I love you so much" he whispers, kissing my cheek. "I love you so much" I run my fingers through his hair.
I kiss his lips again. He pulls out of me slowly. We pull away from eachother and he lays next to me. He cuddles into me. I smile, stroking his hair softly as he rests his head on my chest.
"Are you hungry, baby?" I whisper as I hear his stomach rumble. He shakes his head. I frown. "Do you want to go out and get some food? We can go to a restaurant" I say. He shakes his head.
"You want me to make you something?" I ask. "No thank you" he whispers. "You have been eating, haven't you der?" I ask. He nods.
"I'm gonna go and get us some food, okay? I'm hungry" I say. He pulls away from me. I get up. He watches me as I pull on my clothes.
"What do you feel like? Pizza?" I sit on the edge of the bed. He shakes his head. "Noodles?" I ask. "Can we share a pot?" He asks. "Sure babe, the spicy ones?" I ask. He shrugs.
I lean down and kiss his cheek before going downstairs. "Hi mer" Carolyn smiles. "Hi Carolyn.. do you know if Derek's been eating or not?" I ask, going into the kitchen.
"I've been bringing him up food but he leaves most of it" she says. I sigh. I make the noodles whilst we talk for a bit.
"Hi honey" she says. I turn around. "Der" I smile as he walks into the kitchen in his pyjamas. "I thought you left" he hugs me. "No, I didn't leave.. I was just talking to your mom, sorry" I hug him back.
"Are you okay?" I stroke his back. "Will you come back upstairs? I'm lonely" he says. "Yeah" I smile.
He holds my hand as we pull away. I grab the noodles and follow him back upstairs. We sit in bed.
I hold a fork full of noodles to his lips. He eats them. He won't not eat infront of me, even if he doesn't want to. He won't want to upset me.
He puts on the TV. I eat a bite of the noodles. He rests his head on my shoulder. "Babe" I say. He lifts his head back up to eat another bite. I make him finish the rest of the pot. He falls asleep on me soon after.
