Me and derek are sat outside school on the field. "Babe stop it!" I giggle as he tickles my stomach.
He turns me around, making me straddle him. I grin. "Stop messing with me" I pull his hands away. He chuckles.
I put my hands on his waist. He leans in to kiss me but I move away. "Hey" he pulls me back. I move my face again so he can't kiss me.
"Stop" he laughs, grabbing my face. I put my hand over my lips. "Meredith" he warns. I grin teasingly.
"Fine" he pushes me off of him. "No! I was just joking" I lean in to kiss him. "Oh no.. I dont want to now" he moves away. "Der stop it" I giggle.
I grab his face. I lean in slowly and kiss him softly. He smiles against my lips.
I pull away slowly. "Happy birthday baby" I hug him tight. "Thanks" he hugs me.
Flashforward:
"Happy birthday baby" I lean down to him, kissing his head. "Um.. all of your presents are in your room at your house.. so when you wake up you have loads to open" I smile.
"I got you that watch that you've been wanting for ages, and a picture frame that I made.. it has kisses on the frame, my lips obviously.. and a picture of us inside" I say.
"I'm missing you extra today" I whisper. Tears run down my cheeks. "I had the best day planned for you.. First I booked ice skating, then a movie, your favourite meal, then a ferryboat ride.. then we could've gone home and I could've given you your real present" I whisper.
I look at the clock on the wall. "I need to go.. I love you so much derek.. I'll be back later baby" I stand up. I leave.
Flashforward over:
"Make a wish baby" I say. I take a picture of him. He blows out the candle on the small cupcake I'm holding. We're sat on his bed in his room.
I take off the candle and put it aside. He takes the cupcake as I look at the picture of him.
Happy birthday my babyy. I love you so much handsome @meredithgreysboobiesfanaccount
I caption the picture, posting it on Instagram. I put my phone aside. I smile as he feeds me a bite. I eat it.
"You need to change your username" I chuckle. "What is it?" He asks. I show him. "Well, I am a huge fan of your boobies" he says. I giggle.
"And your butt.. annnddd.. every other part of you" he pulls me close. I laugh. I kiss him. "Mhm" I straddle him. He runs his hands up my sides.
I pull away as he pulls off my shirt. I kiss him again. He flips me onto my back instead.
Flashforward:
My tears soak marks shirt as he hugs me. I pull away slowly. "I miss him.. I can't- it hurts" I sob. "I know" he whispers, wiping my tears. He hugs me again.
We're in dereks room. He came over to see me and make sure I'm okay. "Do you think he'll wake up?" I whisper. "I hope so" he says. "But.. do you think he will?" I ask.
He looks at me. I wipe my tears. "..yes" he says. "You don't, do you?" I whisper. "I'm sorry" he says. I cry more. He hugs me tighter.
"What am I supposed to do if he doesn't? I'll be all alone forever" I say. "No you won't" Mark says. "He's the love of my life.. I'm going to marry him Mark, and if I don't then I'll never love anyone like I do him.. I'll be alone" I say.
"You're young, mer" he says. "That doesn't mean anything! I'm supposed to be with him forever" I say. He sighs.
"Will you marry me if he dies?" I ask. "That's morbid" he says. "Mark" I say. "I can't steal my best friends girl" he says. "Mark!" I whine. "Fine, I'll be your safety husband, okay?" He says. I smile.
"It'll be a completely sex-less marriage" I say. "What?" He whines. I nod. "I promised derek ages ago that no matter what, even if we break up, I'd never have sex with any of his friends or family.. like cousins and stuff" I say.
"So lame" he says. "He promised the same thing" I grin. "No kissing either.. thats gross" I say. He groans. "You know what? Fine" he says. I grin. "Okay good" I say.
"But Derek's gonna wake up.. so there's nothing to worry about.. trust me, he can't just leave me.. our story isn't over yet" I say. "I hope you're right" he says.
