He been at school all say, and I've finally got back to dereks house. I go in and run upstairs, straight into his room. "Woah, hi babe" he chuckles, standing up from his desk as soon as he sees me. "I missed you so much" I jump into his arms.
"Baby" he laughs, holding me in his arms. He didn't go to school again because he's still not feeling up to it. "I've been waiting all day to see my handsome boyfriend" I squeeze his neck.
I put my hands on his cheeks and kiss his lips. "Have you been stealing my lip balm again?" I grin at him. "Maybe" he smiles. I giggle. He sits down with me on his lap, so I'm straddling him.
"You know how happy you make me?" He hugs my waist tight. "I'm so glad that I make you happy, baby" I whisper.
"Hey, you know what I got you?" He bounces me up and down on his lap playfully, making me giggle. "What?" I hug him again as soon as he stops. "Food" he pokes my side. "You did? Where?" I get up quickly. "It's just in the kitchen" he says. I run down.
I run back up and climb into bed with him again. "Sit with me" I pat beside me. He sits next to me and hugs my waist, resting his head on my chest as I eat my burger.
"I love my boyfriend so much!" I exclaim happily, squeezing him tight. He laughs. "I love you I love you I love you" I kiss all over his face. "Are you done baby?" He grabs the wrappers from my food. I nod. He tosses them into the bin beside the bed.
My phone starts ringing. "Hi izzie!" I answer it. "You sound happy" she giggles. "I'm with my boyfriend!" I giggle happily as he hugs me tighter. "You're always with your boyfriend!" She chuckles. I laugh as he kisses my cheek playfully.
"I was away from him for seven hours today.. I could've died" I run my fingers through his hair. He chuckles softly. "I guess this means you don't wanna come shopping?" She says. "No thank you.. I'm gonna stay in with Derek" I hug him tighter. "Okay" she sighs. "Tommorow iz?" I ask. "Okay!" She says happily. I smile.
"I'll see you then" I say. "See ya" she says. I put the phone aside and turn around to kiss Derek. I giggle as he lays me down and climbs ontop of me.
I smile, closing my eyes as he starts kissing my neck slowly. He sits up again. I smile, watching as he unbuttons my skirt and pulls it down slowly. He tosses it aside, pulls off my panties and throws those across the room too.
He grabs my shirt and pulls that off, then my bra and throws them onto the floor. "I can't get over the fact that I'm allowed to see you naked" he says. "Of course you are.. you're my fiancée" I giggle. "I also can't believe that either" he grins. I grin too.
"Men have an obsession with women's naked bodies" I say. "I have an obsession with your naked body" he smiles, running his hands up and down my thighs slowly.
"No other girls?" I sit up. "You're the only girl I've ever seen naked in real life" he says. "What about the ones you've seen in movies and stuff" I say. "Not as good as you" he kisses me. I grin.
I pull off his shirt and grab his waistband too. "Do you like my body?" He asks as I undo his trousers. "Of course I do baby.. your body is perfect" I pull his pants down. He helps me take them, and his boxers, the rest of the way off.
"Do my scars ruin it?" He asks. "No! It just reminds me how strong my boyfriend is" I kiss his arm softly. "Do they not make you angry?" He asks. "No, why would they?" I frown slightly. "You were angry after I tried to kill myself" he says. "Oh, baby I wasn't really angry at you.. I was more angry at the situation.. and at myself for not knowing how bad it was" I say.
"Do you trust me again now?" He asks. "I trust you more" I say. "Would you be able to like.. go on holiday for two months and leave me behind?" He asks. "I wouldn't want to, no" I say. "You don't trust me" he looks down sadly.
"Derek, we haven't spoken in two weeks since yesterday.. and you've not been out of bed" I say. "I don't like relying on you so much.. I just- you're the best part of my life and I don't like being away from you" he whispers.
"You're the best part of my life too.. and I'm always gonna come back, Derek.. I could leave for two months.. but you know who I'm gonna run home to after?" I look into his eyes. He kisses me deeply. I lay back down and he hovers over me as we make out. We end up making love for a couple of hours before he falls asleep in my arms, then I drift off a while later.
