"I don't feel good" he sniffles. "Der please don't cry" I sigh into the phone. I'm on holiday. It's quite late and I'm in my hotel room, talking to him on the phone. He's sick.
"Do you feel worse than yesterday?" I ask. "Yes" he says. "I'm sorry baby" I say. "I miss you so much" he says. "I've only been gone four days" I smile.
"Do you wanna watch a movie?" He asks. "Okay darling" I whisper. "What do you wanna watch?" He asks. "You pick" I say. "Alvin and the chipmunks" he says. "Okay" I grin.
We both put the movies on our tvs at the same time and just sit on the phone together as we watch it. "Is your room there nice baby?" He asks. "It's so pretty!" I say.
I have a massive king size bed to myself, a tv, a balcony with an amazing view, a bathtub AND a shower, and a little kitchen area. I didn't think I was getting my own room, but I did.
"I wish I could see you" he sighs. I have a big surprise for Der. It's Christmas next week and I'm flying him out to see me in two days. I've told his family and Carolyn said she'll pack his bags for the big surprise.
Two days later:
"Derek is scared of flying alone.. make sure you give him his teddy I got him so he feels better" I say. "Okay Meredith.. he's not five" Carolyn says back, into the phone. "I'm so excited! Record his reaction when you give him the ticket" I grin. "I will" she chuckles.
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I giggle excitedly as I see Derek walking towards me in the airport. "Baby!" He runs towards me and hugs me tight. I grab onto his neck and he picks me up, spinning me around.
"I missed you so much" I kiss his lips deeply. He squeezes me tighter. He puts me back down. He grabs my cheeks and kisses me again passionately. I stumble back and giggle against his lips, hugging his neck tight so I don't fall.
We pull away from eachother slowly. "This is the best surprise ever, baby" he whispers. "I used my whole wage on your ticket and I was crying my eyes out, begging my parents to let you come" I giggle. "I love you so much" he whispers.
"Were you okay on the plane?" I ask as we walk outside. He nods. "I had my teddy" he shows me. I smile brightly. I hug his arm as we walk down to my hotel. We go in and go straight up to our room.
"It is nice in here" he smiles. I nod in agreement. We take off our shoes and clothes before jumping into bed, in just our underwear. We laugh as we snuggle up together under the covers, getting comfy.
"I think that.. we should have sex" he runs his hand down my belly. I giggle. "Do you?" I grin. He nods. "When do we have to be down for dinner with your parents?" He asks. "Two hours" I say, straddling his thighs. "Great" he pulls me down and kisses me. I giggle against his lips.
"Did you bring condoms?" I ask. "No..." he sighs. "It's okay.. we'll go without" I shrug. "The pill?" He asks. "Yeah I'm still on it baby" I giggle.
"We're gonna have a lot of sex whilst you're here with me" I whisper. "Good" he whispers back. I smile, blushing hard. I entwine our fingers and hold his hands above his head, pinned to the mattress. He smiles as we look into eachothers eyes.
"Stay" I whisper, letting go of his hands. He stays in the same position. He groans softly as I lean down and start kissing his neck.
"I love you so much" I look into his eyes. "I love you too baby, thank you so much for flying me out to see you.. we're gonna have so much fun together over Christmas.. I wouldn't want to spend it with anyone else" he says.
"Heyyy.. why are you crying?" He sits up slowly with me as soon as he sees the tears in my eyes. I sniffle quietly. "Don't ever leave me, Derek" I look into his eyes. "You think I could live without you?" He whispers. "I can't live without you either" I push my face into the crease of his neck.
"I didn't mean to upset you" he hugs my waist. "You didn't! I just really missed you these past few days and I was really worried about you whilst I was gone" tears run down my cheeks.
I grab his face very gently and kiss all over it softly. This guy is my whole world and if anything ever happened to him, I'd lose everything. I just love him so much and I hope to god that he's doing okay and his mental health is gonna stay this way.. or get even better.
We kiss deeply and I push him gently so he's laid down. He grabs my hips and flips us over, so he's ontop and we continue making out. "Are you okay, my darling?" He asks. I nod. "I'm okay" I pull down his boxers.
"Hey.. we can just talk for a bit if you want?" He whispers. "I don't want to talk.. I want you" I whisper. "Okay baby" he smiles, pulling down my panties. He kisses me again. My eyes roll back as he slides into me. We groan against eachothers lips.
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We're now laid under the covers in eachothers arms, just relaxing in peaceful silence. "We need to get ready soon, darling" he whispers in my ear. "Not yet baby" i rest my forehead against his and close my eyes. We breathe eachother in. He kisses my lips.
"I love you" I say. "I love you more" he says. "You're so warm and cozy" I grin, snuggling into him. "So are you baby" he smiles, hiding his face in my shoulder. We stay like this for a bit longer before getting up and showering. After our shower, we get ready.
