chapter 68

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I just got to Derek's house after a very long day at work. Its my first day at this job. I walk into his room.

I frown as I see he's sat in bed, crying. "Derek, oh my god are you okay?" I walk over to him, climb next to him on the bed and hug him.

"I'm sorry baby, I didn't know you were here" he wipes his tears quickly and hugs me back. "What's wrong?" I pull away slightly to look at him. I kiss him a couple of times softly.

"I'm okay darling" he smiles. "No, you're obviously not" I put my hands on his cheeks. He gently pulls my hands away. "I'm fine" he smiles, grabbing my hips and pulling me ontop of him. I straddle his thighs.

"You can talk to me about anything, der" I look into his eyes. "I know, but I don't need too.. cause I'm fine" he kisses me.

"Do you need anything?" I ask. He shakes his head. "Well, I'd like some cuddles and kisses" he says. I smile small. "Okay baby" I hug his neck. He kisses me.

"How was work?" He asks. "It was okay.. I'm really tired though" I say. "Did you make any friends?" He asks. I shake my head. "Aw, poor baby" he teases. "Shut up!" I giggle.

"You are my baby" I rub our noses together. He kisses me passionately. He grabs me and lays me down. I smile as he hovers over me.

"Do you want cuddles or not?" I grin. "We can have special cuddles" he kisses my neck. I laugh. I kiss him again.

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I pant heavily out of breath, running my fingers through Derek's hair as he kisses my shoulder.

"You're so perfect" he looks into my eyes. I giggle softly as he kisses my nose. "You know how much I love you?" I smile. "Too much" he says. "Hey! You can never ever love someone too much" I say. "I love you too much" he says. I chuckle, rolling my eyes.

"You don't deserve my love" he rolls his eyes. "Why not?" I pout. "Because you're mean to me" he says. "Was I mean to you twenty minutes ago when I let you use my body for whatever dirty things you wanted to do to it" I smirk. He smiles slightly.

"No.. but most of the time you're mean" he says. "I'm never ever mean to you.. you're my baby" I hug him. He smiles wider.

"I'm just gonna go to the bathroom daring, I'll be back to annoy you more in two minutes" he sits up. I giggle.

"Fuck, you're hot" he smiles, looking down at my naked body as he kneels between my legs. I sit up. He kisses me.

"I'll literally be two minutes baby, don't move a muscle" he gets up. "Okay" I smile. He puts on his boxers. He goes into the bathroom.

He comes back out. I look at him. "Babe!" I sigh as I see him stood there with a "shaving foam beard" and a huge grin on his face.

"You were out of my sight for two seconds, how do you cause so much mischief?" I get up. He laughs. I hold his hand and pull him into the bathroom. 

"Can I have a kiss?" He grins. "No" I giggle. "No! Babe stop!" I laugh as he leans in. He laughs. I grab a towel and wipe his face.

He grabs my hips, looking down at my naked body as I concentrate on trying to clean him up. He runs his hands around to my ass and squeezes it. I just ignore him. At least he'll be distracted for a while.

I put the towel aside and hug his neck. I smile, looking into his eyes. He doesn't look into mine, he just stares at my boobs. I roll my eyes, grinning.

He leans down and kisses my neck. "Come here" he turns me around and hugs me from behind. He smiles at me in the mirror.

"You are so beautiful" he whispers. I smile small, looking at my body in the mirror. "I'm.. okay looking" I look at him. "You make me look like shit, you're so gorgeous" he says.

"That's not true! You're literally so handsome" I turn around to look at him. He kisses me passionately. "No, I want to talk to you about this" I say, pulling away. He always kisses me when he wants to avoid talking about something.

"What is it about yourself you don't like?" I turn around again to look at us both in the mirror. "Mer, just forget about it" he sighs. "Tell me please" I say.

"My scars" he says. "Why?" I ask. "It just makes me look so fucking weak" he says. "You're the strongest person I know" I sit on the sink infront of him.

"I'm weak, baby.. I'm not even strong enough to just live" he rolls his eyes. "But you are! You survived" I say. He sighs.

"Do you think I get angry at you because I think you're weak?" I ask. He nods. "I'm terrified that I'm going to lose my best friend, my boyfriend and my soulmate all at once.. and I don't mean to take it out on you, but I believe in you so much and I don't like it when you doubt yourself" I say.

"You think I'm your soulmate?" His eyes sparkle. I smile, blinking away the tears in my eyes. "Of course" I say.

"I'm not yours?" I frown. "You definitely are!" He says. I grin. "I love you so much" I say. He kisses me. "I love you too" he picks me up as he kisses me again. He carries me back to bed.

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