Flashback (they're both 14):
Derek got back from his holiday today. It's been two weeks since he left.. and two weeks since our first kiss. My mum drove me to his house and now we're in the car outside.
"I'm scared" I say. "It's fine mer, he likes you" she says. "What if he kisses me again?" I say. "You'll be fine.. get out of my car" she chuckles. I whine, getting out.
I go and knock on the door. He opens it. "HI MER!" his face lights up and he steps forwards immediately and kisses me. "I missed you" he hugs me. "...I missed you too" I say nervously.
"Come in! I got you presents" he pulls me inside. He takes me to the living room and I say hi to his mom. We sit on the floor.
I smile, looking at him as he searches his bag for my gifts. He looks literally so handsome. His tan looks amazing and he's literally glowing. I move closer to him.
He smiles, looking at me. I lean in and kiss his lips. He smiles brightly as I pull away. "I like you" I hug him. "Good, I like you too" he chuckles. "You promise?" I whisper. "I promise I really really like you.. you're pretty and cute and you make me smile and laugh" he says. "Why?" I ask. "I just told you.. you're cute" he tucks my hair behind my ear.
"Izzies cuter.. and you're hot, you could get any girl" I say. "You think I'm hot?" He smiles. My eyes widen and I go bright red.
"Can I have my presents please?" I hug his waist. "Yes" he hands them to me. "Der I love them!" I say excitedly. "Open them first!" He grins, pushing me playfully. I open it. "I love it!" I put on the bracelet before hugging him. "Good" he hugs me back.
I kiss him again. "I like kissing you" I say. "Do you say all of your thoughts out loud?" He grins. "Most of the time" I shrug.
"Do you not like it?" I look at him. "I love it" he kisses me again. I put my hands on his cheeks, kissing him back. I could get used to this...
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It's two hours later and we're sat on the couch. He has his arm wrapped around my shoulder as we watch a movie.
"Mer" he whispers. I look at him. "Will you be my girlfriend?" He asks. "Yes!" I wriggle excitedly next to him. He smiles brightly. He kisses me softly before hugging me.
A year later:
Me and Meredith are both fifteen now and we've been dating for a year. I love her more than anything or anyone in the world. She's the best.
We're in her room and I have her pinned to the mattress as we make out. I have my hand up her shirt and I'm grabbing her boob gently. She runs her fingers through my hair as our tongues fight slowly.
"I love kissing you" she whispers. "I wish you'd let me do more than kiss you" I whisper. She smiles small at me. "I'm not ready yet" she says quietly. "I know baby, it's okay" I kiss her again. She ONLY just let me start kissing her boobs recently. And she lets me kiss her neck and stuff.. but not much more than that.
"Are you mad at me?" She frowns as I sit up. "No! I'm not mad" I look into her eyes. "Can we keep making out?" She asks. "Yeah, come here" I smile, leaning in. She kisses me.
She pulls me down again as she lays down, so I'm hovering over her again. "You're gorgeous" I whisper against her lips. "You're so handsome" she whispers.
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A year later:
I collapse next to her in bed and we both pant out of breath. I take off the condom and put it aside. I look at her. She's staring at the ceiling.
"That was.. really amazing" I put my hand on her chest before kissing her cheek. I smile as she looks at me. She doesn't smile back.
"Mer.. are you okay?" I ask quietly. I'm really scared right now. I hope I didn't do anything wrong. "Talk to me" I put my hand on her cheek. "That was incredible" she whispers. I smile brightly.
"Why didn't I let you do that sooner?" She giggles. "I love you baby" I chuckle. "I love you too" she kisses me. She looks into my eyes as we pull away slowly. "You tired?" I ask as she cuddles into me. She nods. I turn her around and spoon her. I turn off the lamp and we both soon fall asleep.
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Now:
"Fuck yes!" She cries out as I bend her over the balcony and pound into her from behind. "Derek!" She moans, reaching behind and grabbing my hand. I entwine our fingers and she squeezes my hand gently as I fuck her harder.
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We're in bed now, still naked. We're just messing around a bit now. "I'm not a baby!" She giggles. "Yes you are, you're my baby" I say in a silly voice, tickling her belly and kissing her neck playfully. She laughs, wriggling under me.
"Stop it derek" she grins. "No mewedith" I tease, doing it more. She giggles, wrapping her arms around my neck and spinning us over. She straddles me and grabs my hands, fighting me playfully.
She laughs hysterically as I pull her down again and hug her tightly. "I love you" I squish her playfully as I give her kisses. "I love you" she says.
