It's been two weeks since Meredith told me we needed to take a break. It's been three days since I've seen her at school, because of the weekend. And it's been two hours since the last time I texted her.
Right now, im in the break room with mark. Im actually doing okay. I'm not reallllllyyyy happy, because im not with my girl, but im okay.. and for me, that's good.
My eyes light up and I smile as Meredith and Cristina walk in. "Derek-" mark sighs as I get up and walk over to her. "Hi" I say. "Hey sweetie" she smiles at me. It's so difficult to not kiss her and give her cuddles. I miss her touch.
Meredith's pov:
I literally can't stop smiling, he looks so happy. "Can I have a hug?" He asks quietly. I hug him tight. He squeezes me literally tighter than ever. "Are you doing good?" I whisper in his ear. He nods. "Can we get back together now?" He asks. I giggle. "No der, it's good you're doing good.. but two weeks apart isn't proof that you can be independent" I say.
"Derekkk" I grin as he doesn't let me pull away. He sighs, pulling away slowly. "I'm going to cheer practice" I say. "Okay" he says. "See you later" I kiss his cheek before going.
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I cry harder as the teacher bandages up my foot. I fell and twisted my ankle. I'm on the floor in the gym. Izzie runs in, and derek runs in behind her. I sent her to get him for me. I don't care if we're taking a break, I'm hurt and I need my man.
"Are you okay?" He sits beside me and very carefully pulls me onto his lap. We hug eachother tight. I cry quietly into his shoulder. "It's okay" he whispers, rubbing my back.
"Can you guys leave us for two minutes please?" He asks the girls. They all go, including the teacher. I cry harder as soon as we're alone. "It's okay.. you're okay" he tries to calm me down.
"Can I see?" He moves me off of his lap and gently holds my foot in his hands. He looks at it and smiles. "I think you're good baby" he says. "Can you kiss it better?" I sniffle. "Yes" he chuckles softly, kissing my ankle a few times really softly.
"Can you carry me?" I pout, hugging his neck. "Where, baby?" He lifts me up. "Your car" I hide my face in the crease of his neck. "I'm taking you home, am I?" He teases, ticking my belly. I nod.
"You have to.. you're still my fiancée" I say. "I know, of course I'll take you" he chuckles, holding me tighter in his arms.
"I'm glad you hurt yourself" he says. "Derek" I frown. "Cause now I get to hang out with you" he says. I giggle. "You're not staying over, you know?" I say as he sits me in his car. He groans, getting in too. He starts driving us to my house.
We arrive and he picks me back up and takes me in. He takes me straight upstairs and sits me on the edge of my bed. "Meredith!" He exclaims as I grab his belt. "Can I see? Please?" I pout. "Fine" he undoes his trousers.
"This is so weird" he chuckles as he pulls them down. I giggle. "I'm your girlfriend.. ive seen you naked before" I grin, looking down at his CLEAN thighs. "I'm so proud of you" I look up at him. "Thanks" he smiles. I grin wider.
"Can I have a kiss? Just one kiss! Because you're proud of me?" He kneels infront of me. "Come here" I chuckle, putting my hands on his cheeks. I lean in slowly. He fills the gap and kisses me deeply. I smile against his lip but my smile soon fades and I let out a small moan as he slides his tongue into my mouth.
"I miss you" I whisper against his lips before kissing him again. "I miss you too" he pulls away slowly. We smile at eachother.
"But you're doing so good! Are you happy? Derek I'm so proud of you" I squeeze him. "I'm.. okay, I'd be happier if I was with you, but I'm okay though" he grins. "That's so good" I say.
"You see now, Der? You don't need me" I look into his eyes. "No, I don't" he looks down. I smile. "But I want you" he sighs. "I know.. I want you too" I say. "Do you mean.. in a sex way?" He asks. "No!" I giggle. He grins.
"You do want me in a sex way though" he kisses my lips again. "Obviously" I kiss him again. He chuckles. I giggle.
"Stop! Derek this is why we have to stay away from eachother for a bit!" I push him away very gently. "Why? I've almost convinced you" he asks. I laugh. "Baby" I warn him. "Fine" he sighs, standing up.
"I can't believe I'm engaged and I still haven't had sex in two whole weeks" he rolls his eyes. "I mean.. I guess-" I think about it. "Yes! Let's do it baby, get naked" he yanks off my shirt. I laugh hysterically as he climbs ontop of me. "Derek, listen to my rules!" I yell.
"Rules?!?! Baby I know how to make love to you, I've been doing it for two years now" he groans into my shoulder. "Exactly.. we can't make love, because it involves emotion towards eachother.. and you're not supposed to be relying on me for happiness" I say. "What!? Mer, you made it seem like I was getting laid" he gets off of me.
"You are" I hold his hand. "How?" He asks. "Come here" I kiss him. I'm gonna fuck him so hard.
