I wake up in the morning in my girls arms and smile as I see she's still asleep. I kiss her face softly before getting out of bed. We're both in pyjamas, we put them on after our shower. I go downstairs.
"What the hell do you think you're doing?" My mom walks over to me as soon as I enter the living room. "What?" I back up. she corners me.
"Do you have a girl up there?!" She yells at me. "Um" I look down. "You have a fiancée!" She hits my arm hard. "Mom!" I exclaim.
I start laughing. "Mom, it's obviously Meredith up there" I say. She looks into my eyes. "You promise?" She says. "I-" I chuckle. "It's me" Meredith giggles, walking in. My mom lets out a huge breath.
"At least I know now that you'd have my back" she grins, hugging my mom. I laugh, pulling her into my arms. I kiss her.
"I'd never cheat on my perfect girl" I whisper close to her ear. She grins at me. "Who the hell would want you anyway?" She teases. "You" I grin, kissing her lips. She giggles.
"Hey, you're not supposed to even be here! Your mom told me not to let you" my mom says. "When do you listen to my mom?" Meredith grins. She chuckles.
"Dereks my fiancée.. I think I should be able to see my future husband whenever I want to" she keeps hugging my waist.
"Especially with our situation.. we don't want his mental health getting worse again" she says. I shake my head. "I need mer" I hug her. She smiles at me sweetly.
"Yeah I know sweetheart.. I'm sorry, you're welcome here whenever you want.. as long as you don't tell your mom I said that" my mom says. "Thanks" Meredith giggles happily.
"I wish me and Der could get a place together" she pulls me down to her. "We will someday baby" I kiss her head. "It would be so nice and cosy.. just us in our own little bubble" she squeezes my neck.
"I love you so much" she kisses my cheek. "I love you too" I put my hand on the small of her back, smiling as she walks away. She goes into the kitchen and looks in the fridge. I continue talking to my mom.
Meredith's PoV:
I look back and watch as Derek goes and sits on the couch. I grab a snack and go and join him. I sit on his lap. I smile, looking into his eyes.
I feed him some of my snack. "You're so handsome" I say in a silly voice, kissing his soft lips. He smiles at me. "My poor baby" I sigh, kissing the bruise on his neck softly.
"You should've told me, you know? I would've come over to take care of you" I say. "I know baby, I'm sorry" he kisses me. "I would've taken really reallly good care of you" I say suggestively, moving closer to him. "I know" he smiles. I grin. I kiss him again.
"I love you so much" I look into his eyes. "I know baby" he smiles. I need Derek to know how loved he is.. all the time. "If you ever leave me, I'll die" I say. He chuckles. "Baby if you ever left me I probably would ACTUALLY die" he says. "Don't say that!" I yell at him.
"Don't ever say that" I look into his eyes. "Why?" He asks. "Because you don't need me, Derek.. you're strong" I say. "No I'm not, I weak" he whispers. "Baby.." I sigh, hugging his neck.
"You're the strongest person I know" I look into his eyes. "You don't know anyone. You're a loser" he pushes me playfully. I giggle.
"Derek I'm being serious.. it really hurts me when people talk bad about my boyfriend, so don't do it" I glare at him. "Okay" he says.
I keep glaring at him as I get off of his lap. "You're not seriously mad?" He holds my hand. "Yes! Why do you have to be so negative all the time?!" I exclaim. "I'm sorry baby" he pulls me onto his lap again. "Stop being harsh on yourself.. you're amazing" I kiss him. He smiles at me. "I'm going to get food" I get up again.
Dereks Pov:
I watch as she walks away. I sigh, laying back against the couch. "Are you okay sweetheart?" My mom walks in and sits next to me. I nod. "I keep making mer angry at me by accident" I say. "I don't think Meredith ever actually gets angry with you.. just annoyed" she chuckles. I smile small.
"I'm scared that I'm going to be too much for her one day and she'll just leave me" I say quietly. "I don't think Meredith would ever leave you.. she loves you so much" she holds my hand in hers.
"I think sometimes I annoy her a lot" I say. "You think your dad doesn't annoy me a lot sometimes?" She chuckles. I smile.
A few minutes later, after talking to my mom for a bit longer, I go into the kitchen. Meredith is making a sandwich. "You didn't make me one?" I pout at her playfully. She smiles. "This is to share baby" she grins. I kiss her lips.
She melts into my arms as I pull her closer and kiss her deeper. She pulls away slowly after a few seconds. "Are you okay?" She looks into my eyes. She KNOWS me.
I take a breath and hug her tight, so I don't cry. "Babe what's wrong?" She pushes me away gently and looks into my eyes again. "I don't like making you mad" I whisper. "I'm not mad" she says. "You were" I say.
"Derek I just don't like it when you talk bad about yourself.. it doesn't help with your mental health at all" she says. "But.. it's how I feel" I say. "I know.. I'm sorry, I shouldn't have told you off" she sighs.
"I'm sorry too" I hug her. "We're okay now though, baby" she smiles at me. "Good" I hug her. "I love you" she pulls away after a few seconds. "I love you more" I kiss her cheek from behind as she turns to get the sandwich.
"I'm hungry" she takes a bite. She feeds me a bite too. "Do you like it?" She asks. "Yeah thanks baby" I smile. She grins. "Let's go sit" she holds my hand. "Okay boss" I follow her. She giggles. I sit on the couch.
I grin as I see her waiting patiently for me to get comfortable. "Come on baby, you can sit" I tap her thigh. "There?" She points at my lap. I chuckle, nodding. I open my legs and she stands between them. She sits on my knee. We start eating.
