Sydney's POV
I wake up laying on top of Alex's chest, when I look at the clock it's 5 AM
"Fuck, Alex wake up!" I shake her
"What?"
"We're gonna be late if we don't get ready now!"
She rolls her eyes and jumps up
"Syenna!" She yells as she goes to her room
I get off the couch and my head instantly starts throbbing
"Fuck" I whisper
I slowly walk upstairs and when I got to my room there was medicine already set out on the counter with water.
"Jayje?"
No one answers
"Jennifer!"
Still no answer
I just assume she's at work so I get ready to go in. I drive with Mona, Alex, and Syenna to work and go straight to Garcias lab
"You don't happen to know where my fiancé is"
She makes a face
"You know something!" I shut the door
"I can't" she says with a sad expression
"Penelope!"
"No I hate it when you do that" she says turning to her computer
I roll my eyes and walk out to do paperwork
Lunchtime:
"Where is she?" I storm back into Garcias lab
"I'm not supposed to tell anyone, you In particular" she says
"Ugh!" I walk out slamming the door behind me
"Hey what's your deal?" Quinn asks
"Garcia won't tell me where JJ is"
"I'm surprised you don't already know" she smiles
"What do you mean?" I say
"Oh Sydney I'm not gonna tell you" she laughs "especially if she doesn't want you to know"
"What the hell!"
"What's going on? Olivia walks up to me"
"Jayje wasn't at the house this morning and so I asked around but no one will tell me where she is"
"Did you ever think that she doesn't want you to know?" Liv says
"No" I respond
"Well she doesn't" Olivia smiles
"What the hell liv!"
"Maybe she's running from you like you ran from her"
"That's not-"
"Fair? She needs time alone" she pats my shoulder before walking away.
I storm to Derek's office because he, Reid, Hotch and Rossi are off to visit Gideon so I go in his drawer and take whatever alcohol he had inside.
"Scotch never fails me" I say before opening the bottle and taking a big drink
"Woah Sydney what are you doing!" Syenna walks in and snatches the bottle from me.
"I'm drinking a little" I said
"What for!"
"No one will tell me where Jennifer is so I'm drinking about it"
"Are you serious!"
"Yes!"
Syenna rolls her eyes
"I'd want a break from you too after what you said last night and you're so oblivious"
"What are you talking about?"
"You seriously don't remember"
"No I don't remember" I mock her accent
she rolls her eyes
"Just tell me what I said" I roll mine
"You told her that your relationship was a mistake and a whirlpool of other things"
"What!"
"You fucked up" she says
"Hang on- why does everyone know where she is except me?"
"You know where she is, you just don't care enough to take the time and think about it"
I grow quiet
"That's why she asked us not to tell you"
"Fuck" I whisper
I snatch the bottle from Syenna to put it back in the drawer
"Get out!"
She rolls her eyes and walks out
I go downstairs to grab my keys and I drive back to the house, I thought about getting a bottle of hard liquor but I chose strawberry cheesecake wine instead. I pour it into a wine glass then I head to the pool house. I walk in quietly seeing JJ on the couch just staring off into space
I sit on the couch setting my wine down on the table and watching her just stare, I knew I really hurt her this time.
"Jayje.."
She puts her hand up at me signaling she doesn't want me to talk, we just sit in silence until she grabs my wine.
"You know I wanted our wedding to be back here" she takes a sip
"I thought the most beautiful thing would be you in this gorgeous corset top you raved about" she sips again
"being walked down the isle seeing everyone we love and marrying you was my biggest dream"
"I didn't mean it jayje... what I said"
"Oh you meant it" She gives me a look "you were drunk and you said what you meant"
She downs the rest of my wine, gives me the glass and takes the bottle.
"Where'd you even get this stuff?" She smiles taking a sip
"Jennifer I-"
"Why do you treat me like shit Syd? Honestly, I'd love to know"
"You cheated on me" I say lowly
"I've given everything to make that up to you but our relationship was a mistake"
"Jennifer I was drunk, I didn't mean that Jen I love you"
She bursts out laughing "you don't love me, no you just love controlling me"
"No I don't!"
"Then what is it!" She yells "I break myself because I'm in love with you"
"So don't! Just be in love with me Jennifer!"
"It's hard when you hurt me over and over again"
"You went off and you fucked Emily right before we got married!"
"And you ran Sydney! You always run when shit gets hard you run away from everything! Your problems our family-"
"It was too much! Way too much to be dealing with-"
"So you neglected us! I thought you were dead you know how much that broke me up inside" she starts to cry "Syd it's not always about you"
"Jennifer I-
"J- get out!" She says
"Jayje"
"Get out!"
"I love you Jennifer!"
"No!"
"Ive loved you since the day I met, you I wanted this!"
"Get out!"
I look her in the eye
"I don't wanna have this conversation anymore" she drinks more of my wine.
I roll my eyes and walk out
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Quanteaco II
FanfictionIt's been two years since anyone has seen Sydney's and a new agent has finally showed up to fill her shoes. Cara is in for a nice surprise when more lies and secrets are revealed. Same team, we are just picking up three years after. I do not own an...
