Feeling bad

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Sydney's POV

Everything from the last few months have been a blur, things are in and out of my mind but I do remember treating Jennifer horribly, I said some pretty mean stuff to her.

Flashback

"Sydney can you just come back to me, I love you and I want everything to just get better" I hear sobbing as I'm waking up

"You know Jennifer.. ever since you came into my life it's been nothing but hell with you, I don't even know how I love you anymore because I'm so sick of you.. everything that you do makes me sick the way you look the way you act and the way you are so get out" I demand

"Sydney.."

"I hate you!" I scream "get the hell out"

End of flashback

That memory replays in my head like a scene from a movie and I feel terrible. I'm not gonna deny that I wasn't myself when I went through my withdrawal I said and did things that were unacceptable, I regret hurting Jennifer. I feel so bad that I don't even wanna talk to her. When we got home I didn't even want to look at her, I feel disgusting for the way I treated her when all she did was be there for me, I feel like a looser...

"Hey babe it's time for your medicine" she walks in holding her stomach

I'd been wasting all my days sleeping and feeling sorry for myself. I could tell that everyone was worried but I didn't care. This is the one time I actually feel bad about my actions and want to mope around.

"I can do it-"

"Relax-"

"Seriously I can-"

"No! Let me take care of you Syd"

"I don't deserve that!" I yell

"What?" She gives me a confused look

"I don't deserve for you to take care of me"

"Why do you think that?" She says softly

"Because JJ I treated you horribly I treated you so bad.." I start to cry "I did and said things that were so out of line I-"

"Stop! You didn't have any control over yourself"

"I did!"

"No you didn't.. look I know you didn't mean those things and that you were going through a hard time so don't beat yourself up about it because I understand"

"Jay-"

"I mean it Sydney stop apologizing to me!"

"Alright.. okay.."

She leans in to kiss me but I put my finger against her lips

"At least let me make it up to you?"

"Sydn-"

"Please Jennifer I feel really bad and- you're pregnant so just let me okay?" I beg

"Fine" she gives in kissing my lips

I smile

"I like being taken care of by you and only you" she raises her eyebrows

"Is that so?" I ask keeping her down so that she's almost straddling me

She nods

"No one can make you feel this hot huh?" I whisper

"No one" she whispers back

JJs POV

I wrap my arms around Sydney's neck and nibble on her ear while she takes one arm and plays with the hem of my jeans.

"I want you" I whisper in her ear

"I want you" she whispers pushing me down

She kisses me while toying with my jeans a little before looking up at me, I nod at her giving her the consent she wanted and she carefully removes my jeans kissing me back up to my lips.

"Sydney" I moan

"Hmm?"

"Are you sure about this?" I open my eyes

She hovers over my lips whilst looking me in my eye

"I want this and I want you" she rasps out

I kiss her lips with passion. The kiss gets rougher as we go on. She removes my shirt and panties before trailing her kisses down to my core then she starts to eat me out licking my folds and finally plunging her tongue inside me I let out a loud moan.

"Right there Syd don't stop oh my- fuck!" I scream

"Yeah? You like that?" She smiles

"Mhm yes mommy I do" I moan

She inserts two of her her fingers thrusting them faster each time.

"Oh my god please don't stop I'm gonna cum!"

"Who do you belong to you little slut?" She smiles

I'm taken over by the nice sensation of her fingers being inside causing me unexplainable pleasure that I couldn't say anything.

"Who do you belong to!" She yells

"Mm fuck me harder and you might find out" I sass

"You're a dirty little slut aren't you?" She smiles

"Only for you mommy I belong to you" I moan

With that she slightly curls her fingers so she's hitting my g spot with each thrust.

"Fuck Sydney!" I moan

"I love hearing you moan my name" she smiles

Before she lets me cum she replaces her fingers with her tongue sucking on my clit which makes me unravel. She licks up all my juices and comes back up to kiss me so I can taste myself then lays beside me.

"You make me feel good" I say softly

"I can make you feel even better" she tucks some of my hair behind my ear

"How is that possible?"

Sydney's POV

"A rose petal bath, I'll wash your hair and your body and give you a massage and kiss you a lot" I smile "then after I'll make dinner for you and cuddle you while we watch movies"

"Movies?"

"Yeah we're gonna watch your favorites while you lay on me and I'm gonna put my hand on your stomach like this" I slide my hand to the bottom of her belly

"That makes me get butterflies" she giggles

"Good to know" I kiss her forehead

"What about the kids?"

"They're bonding and if they see us on the couch cuddling they won't bother us but I guess we can do family dinner" I smile

"So it's a date?"

"Not unless you want it to be"

"I want it to be" she whispers

"So it's a date" I smile

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