JJ's POV:
I woke up earlier than usual, I look at the clock to see that it's 5:03. I look over at Sydney to see that she's still sleeping, I examine her body language to see if I could read anything through it but I'm not as good as Syd when it comes to reading people.
"Well don't just stare Jennifer, say what's on your mind" she groaned as she turned around
"I-I didn't know you were up" I gave her a fake smile
"Yea but I could feel your thoughts so what's up?" She sits up and scoots closer to me
"Nothings wrong I was just i-in my head" I lie looking away from her
She gently pulls my face to look at hers "kiss me"
"What?"
"If it's nothing then kiss me, I want to feel that it's nothing"
I give her a quick kiss on the lips
"Not good enough" she says
"No Syd just- go back to sleep I'm fine"
"No you're not JJ we're not doing this anymore, talk to me"
I let out a big sigh "I'm worried about you"
"About me?"
"You seem d-different babe, like you're not okay but you are at the same time it's like you're pretending"
"I'm not pretending jayje it's just- some things I went through made me change my perspective on life"
"Like what? I-if you don't mind my asking"
"Well Jayje I was drowned and killed and resuscitated multiple times, shocked and tazed and even burned... that changes you"
I start to tear up
"Don't cry baby" she whispers
"I'm okay now, and I promise you that whenever I'm not feeling okay I will tell you but I need something from you"
"What?" I cry
"You need to talk to me more"
"I'm sorry Sydney"
"Stop apologizing okay just- we have to swear to each other that we will do better, for the kids at least" she laughs
"um Syd.."
"Yeah?" She smiles
"I know now is not the time but... what do you think about having more?"
"More what? More children?!" She says shockingly
"Yeah" I smile
"Lilly isn't enough?" She jokes
I shake my head "come on be serious Syd"
"Wait so, you wanna have more children w-with me like in this house"
"I mean we could get a new house but this one is big enough and I really want the triplets to grow up here, you didn't spend all this money on this big house for nothing! didn't you want Lilly to grow up here a-"
"Woah Jennifer slow down babe" she laughs
"I'd have a million babies with you if I could but I just don't think I'm fit to carry another baby, a lot happened to me that I'm not ready to talk about yet" she starts to tear up
"No baby that's okay if you're not ready I-"
"I think I need a little more time to mentally prepare but physically... can you have the baby?"
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Quanteaco II
FanfictionIt's been two years since anyone has seen Sydney's and a new agent has finally showed up to fill her shoes. Cara is in for a nice surprise when more lies and secrets are revealed. Same team, we are just picking up three years after. I do not own an...
