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"Hm."

"Random question how would u react when I tell you something important?"

"I don't know? Shocked I guess why are you gonna tell me something important?"

"Later."

"Aish. You gave me high hopes."

"See you alwase believe in things that aren't supposed to be believed."

"Like loving u? Daeng didn't believe in that one bit."

"Shush let's not talk about that."

"Why Cheol? Is the topic concerning for you ears."

"Ji please."

"Please what? Cheol."

"What?"

"Cheol do you know him?"

"Who?"

"Him. He."

"Who's He?"

"He the one who thinks love is a useless thing but still needs it."

"What do you mean ji?"

"Him. The one who seemed toxic, But He was never the toxic man."

"He was funny, kind so caring to the point he forgot to look at himself. His priority was you and your happiness, He didn't care about anyone else."

"Yet you took him for granted and killed him inside, he didn't know where he went wrong or how to fix things. "

"He began to blaim himself and asking why he wasn't enough after everything he put into you.
Now he's left feeling unworthy of love, because u made him feel like he wasn't your top priority."

"Cheol do you know who he is?"

"W-who?"

"Me."

"Ji."

"Cheol. It's me? Are u proud of me? Are u happy for me?"

"Jihoon."

"Oh well then Wow! I'm happy for you hope u are too!"

"Jihoon."

"What? Look Cheol I'm tired of pretending that Im okay.
I'm tired of everything why can't I just have the happiness I want?"

"Find your happiness."

"How? How when my happiness is already happy with someone else?"

"Ji."

"I won't pretend anymore.
Look I love you so much and yes I know I cant have u but please stop making me believe your gonna come back Cheol.
Say it to my face that you won't come back to me ever because I won't accept it when Jeonghan, Joshua nor Myself would say it."

"Jihoon."

"What? Why? You can't say it?
Four simple words Cheol
I won't come back."

"But if I do."

"Are u gonna wait for me?"

"Never."

"Then I'm not gonna let you wait."

"Ji."

"I will come back and I don't need you to forgive nor wait for me anymore because I know it and I can't be saying this but yes I love you to never in my life I had loved someone so true.
But ji you know it's not the time yet wait for me."

"When? Until I die?"

"Until your last breath."

"What if I die now?"

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