"Who is that."
"Who is what?"
"Like saying or singing something."
"Wait is someone else here?"
"Um. Seungkwan is with his parents. Myungho, Jeonghan and Seungcheol Hyung are all going somewhere. mingyu in America. You are here I am here. Dokyeom and Soonyoung are in the kitchen and no one else knows that song other than.."
"Vernon?"
"Well? But hyung the lyrics are very."
"I don't know."
"Is he singing or is he."
"Okay why don't we just stop investigating that."
"Dancing with another man.
Hyung don't u think."
"No what why? Seungkwan?"
"But like I think Vernon hyung means something."
"Seungkwan."
"But didn't he okay what.
"You guys don't know yet?"
"Know what hyung?"
"Well Kwon soonyoung to the rescue me and Vernon have been chatting for a few days."
"He knew u were alive."
"Yes because I was never dead.
Seungkwan has another person making him happy."
"Oh."
"But in reality he's just assuming.
Kwan doesn't but he is avoiding Vernon at all costs."
"Why?"
"I mean why not they're not together anymore what's there to interact about. That's where the problem is he thinks he has no right to talk to his best friend."
"Neither of them do."
"Hm why is that Chan."
"Seungkwan has been chatting with me also and it's bothering to be honest because I have no idea about this."
"Cheol hasn't broken your heart yet?"
"3 times."
"Question answered Shua."
"Thanks. But seriously? And you are still with him."
"I don't know."
"What?"
"I don't know if I am still with him. I feel like he's just there.
We are like strangers who are just trying to help each other.
I feel bad for him he just helps me. I don't remember the last time we said something like I love you to each other."
"Seriously why don't u talk to him."
"Does it matter? Soonyoung hyung is right if you're not together just don't bother interacting with him."
"But you are."
"Am I?"
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Mingyu
Myungho:
Are u there?
Myungho:
Mingyu?
Myungho:
Hey are u alright?
What happened?
Myungho:
You know what forget it.
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"Why do I even bother."
I threw my phone at the sand and looked at the horizon.
"Oh it's a plane. Would've been better if he was there."
"Why am I even believing he'll come back. There's no chance right."
"I'll just go on with life."
I can do this. Can I do this?
I stood up and went to the café where we had our first date.
"Damn you really suck Kim Mingyu I hate you."
"Good morning sir what is your order for this lovely morning?"
"I'll have a blueberry pancake and the iced latte."
"Okay your order will be right with you sir thank you."
"Thanks."
Hah. Finnaly a seat. The worst seat possible.
"Sir is this your order? Blueberry pancakes and a iced latte?"
"Yes."
"Okay have a nice meal."
"Thank you."
"Favourite place.. not with my favourite person."
I looked at the empty chair Infront of me.
I could see a person wearing a denim jacket and a t-shirt with denim pants eating blueberry pancakes with his iced latte.
Was it early for this decision.
I'm sorry Gyu.
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Mingyu
Mingyu:
Hey sorry this is late.
If u got this please don't find me I'm not worth your effort.
Don't come to america. if u decided to not come thank you.
You just saved yourself for nothing. Please don't come to me or find me, I won't be anywhere.
I won't come back so don't expect me to. Hao I'm sorry if u expected me to come back.
It's for the best.
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"Okay then, Stranger."
"Thank you for eating here sir."
"You're most welcome."
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(Mingyu has left the group chat)
Myungho:
Who was that.
Shua:
Mingyu just left the chat?
Myungho:
Mingyu? Don't know him.
Shua:
Oh. Okay.
Jeonghan:
Why did he leave? Hao what happened?
Myungho:
I don't know why you're asking me about some stranger leaving the Gc. Maybe you should ask this Mingyu dude.
Jeonghan:
What?
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"This is so stupid."
