Seungkwan's Pov
I woke up to silence again.
I woke up with no one next to me weird feeling because I alwase had Vernon right there wiat for me until I wake up.
Darn i shouldn't had gave up that easily. Now I lost the person I love.
But it's my birthday today I mean let's be happy I guess.
I went outside to more silence?
They forgot..? Aw. Vernon would never.
I walked into the kitchen as I heard party poppers pop and all my memebrs say happy birthday.
But. Why was I sad? Why was I finding someone? Vernon?
No. Why am I finding him? Do u still love him.
Ofcourse I do.
"Happy birthday Kwan."
He said looking at me with those puppy eyes holding my cake with a balloon.
Damn u Vernon. Damn u.
"Blow out your candles."
"Alright."
"Happy birthday again."
Why was I imagining him saying Love? My mind can u shut up?
"Suprise suprise!"
"U didn't expect it did u?"
"Never did I expect this."
"Happy birthday again hyung!"
"Thanks Chan and everyone."
I tried smiling but I think it was too fake.
We all ate and after that we just celebrated my birthday at the dorm Minghao and Mingyu hyung also gave me some greetings.
But I don't feel happy?
What is this feeling I hate it.
"Do u know what I have."
"YAS finally u brought it out."
"Alcohol saves the day honey it really does."
"I mean it's already 4? Why not."
"Kwan u want some?"
"No thanks I'm fine."
"Suit yourself."
I went upstairs to my room and plopped myself down on the bed.
It's my birthday why am I not happy? Be happy... But I can't.
I lost one of my sense of happiness.
"Kwan?"
"Hm?"
"Why are u here? I noticed u weren't downstairs."
"Just needed some space you guys were drinking."
"Alright then just come downstairs later okay?"
"Sure."
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"What the- did I fall asleep it's 7:00 oh gosh."
"Im gonna go check on them."
As I go downstairs to see them partying without me ouch.
But I noticed one person on the couch and went to sit with him.
"Seungkwan? Where did u go."
"I snoozed a little bit."
"Glad your here now."
"U missed all the fun love."
Wait. Love? Is he drunk.
"Real sweet but I know you're drunk."
"Drunk? I haven't even had a drink Boo."
"Explain u calling me love then."
"Here's an explanation."
Vernon says as he kisses Seungkwans lips.
"W-wha."
"I never ment to let go of u.
Now that part of me breaking up with u is the drink part Love."
Finnaly.
Hello again "Love."
