"Won."
"Yes?"
"Did u mean what u said earlier?"
"Litteraly while we are walking?"
"Come on just tell me."
"No."
"I'm offended."
"Good."
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"Love?"
"Yes?"
"Why are u so moody today?"
"What?"
"You were angry earlier and when u came back u were calm and then right now your serious."
"It's normal? My name is Xu Minghao I do this all the time."
"But u never noticed and u never committed into saying that u are moody."
"Gyu."
"Another one u don't usually call me Gyu."
"Mingyu leave me alone for now alright? I'm not in the mood to talk right now."
"Love."
"No."
"Minghao."
"Mingyu please."
"Xu minghao."
"Okay fine what?"
"What's wrong?"
"U keep asking that question."
"Because u never gave me a proper answer."
"Nothing Gyu I'll be in my room if u need something okay?"
"Okay."
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Mingyu's pov
I went to the kitchen to get some water as I heard something in Hao's room.
"Hao?"
"Myungho?"
I knocked on the door as I opened it slowly.
"Minghao?"
I called out to him as I saw him sitting on the right edge of his bed, crying?
"Hao? Love."
"Oh honey."
I cupped his cheek as I made his face turn to me. I saw his eyes.
Those beautiful brown eyes teary and sad.
"Love."
"W-What."
"Don't be scared of talking to me I don't gossip to people and u can talk to me alright? I may be your boyfriend but look I'm your friend bestfriend whatever u want alright? Just talk to me Hao stop hiding your emotions because they control u more than u can."
"I just can't forgive myself."
"What? Why can't u? U didnt do anything wrong."
"I made a mistake of falling inlove with my own bestfriend.
That's my mistake."
"Bestfriend? Wait me?"
"Yes you who else is my bestfriend that I fell in love with?
Gyu I don't deserve someone like u what if we just go back to our old lives u go back to wonwoo I go back to being Jun's shadow to be honest I was better off with him anyway."
"Love why are u saying this?"
"Gyu I'm tired. In tried of loving someone who won't love me back. It's exhausting."
"I can't do this anymore I am tired of alwase giving people second chances when they give me none."
"Love stop talking."
"Why?"
"Shut up alright? Shut your mouth. I'm not losing u again Xu Minghao I lost U 4 times I can't stand to lose u for the 5th time."
"Now u can't come into my life and just say u give up on me whether u like it or not I'm not giving up on you that's that Myungho I'm not letting u out of my life."
"What do u want me to do? Keep lying to u?"
"Why? Am I a mistake? Was I your biggest mistake of loving? Was I your biggest regret?"
"Gyu I didn't mean it that way just."
"Exactly. I'm not why Hao? Why let me go when u need me the most? Your eyes are more understandable than your words Hao don't even try to lie because I can clearly see the truth okay?
Jun and Won have nothing to do with us okay? Don't compare them to us."
"Hao. I won't let u go ever again.
I can't stand u leaving."
"Gyu."
"It's not your fault Hao."
"What?"
"It's not your fault."
"Mingyu."
"It's not your fault love."
"Love."
"Nothing was ever your fault."
"Gyu stop."
"No. You have no right to be guilty for something u didn't do."
"You don't belong to me."
"But I do. See 1/1."
"Gyu."
"Shut up after u told me u love me u do this stop drop and roll Xu Minghao."
"What?"
"Exactly. Love u question these things because u think they are jokes and I think your not capable of understanding them."
"What do u mean?"
"Wipe those tears of your face first. Second love if u don't understand us talk to me don't make decisions with yourself okay? U can alwase talk to me."
"Love I can't stand everyone ranting to me anymore I feel like I am a human punching bag."
"Love."
"Gyu everyone's stress is building up on me I can't even pay attention neither myself nor you."
"Hey look, look at me alright it's not your job to gather all this stress alright? Tell u what get changed and dressed we're going somewhere alright? Now look at me first."
"What?"
Mingyu looks at him for a few seconds and proceeds lightly touches his lips against the younger ones soft lips.
"Remember I love u so much."
"Love u to."
"Now go go get ready!"
