Psychokinesis (Dazai x Reader)

Chapter 43: Fyodor's death

Unknown: So, this Dazai you're always talk-

"Shut up and drive" I spoke, worried as hell. After a few minutes of his otherwise unhurried driving, we finally arrived at the ramen restaurant I frequent. I looked around and saw Ranpo, sitting alone in the corner of the cafe.

"Ranpo-san?!" I ran to him and as soon as he heard my voice, he lifted his head from reading a book.

Ranpo: You made it just in time, Y/N.  I know where Dazai is.

"You do? Where is he?!" I was sweating, breathing heavily and my hand was continuously shaking.

Ranpo: First, calm down and take a seat.

"No, I don't have time for that! You should know, I can't let anything happen to him, I jus-

I broke down crying, maybe all that fake tough act I was putting up all day finally gave up on me and I just couldn't take it anymore.

"Why can't we live a normal happy life.." I mumbled as tears flowed down my cheeks and down to the ground.

Ranpo: He's fine. Plus, you should've known from the start that you and Dazai can't live the normal life you're hoping for. Both of you are risking your lives just by working with us, and you of all people should be aware of that, especially since you used to work in the mafia.

...

"I know..but please, tell me where he is"

Ranpo: Right behind you, Y/N.

My heart started beating faster after hearing Ranpo's words. I slowly turned around as I wiped my tears and stared at the man behind me.

Dazai: Sorry for making you worry, Y/N, my love.

"Dazai.." I couldn't get the words out of my mouth. All I could really do at that moment was to fall on his chest and rest my whole body as we hugged.

Dazai: I'm so glad you're okay, I don't know what I'd do without you.

"I thought I was going to lose you again" I hugged him tighter, wrapping my hands around his waist and burying my face in his upper body and smelling that faint smell of blood and his old cologne that smells like red wine.

Dazai: You can never lose me, not in any way.

1 month later

A whole month has passed after that, I didn't even notice time as it went by for whenever I'm with him, it just halts and everything stops mattering. It has also been a month since Fyodor died; killed by Dazai that same day. He never really told me what happened and how he did it but I never forced it out of him,  I just kept believing that he had a perfectly good reason as to why he never intended to tell me. As for that guy who abducted me, the agency threw him in jail but he was satisfied with how things played out. Well, at least that's what he said after the last time I visited him in his cell.

"Wake up Osamu. My, you you look dashing first thing in the morning"

Dazai: mm, if this is the view that I see everyday then I don't ever wanna die.

I chuckled as I cuddled with him on our bed after my somewhat successful attempt to wake him up. Life was still chaotic for us and everyday, we struggled to stay alive but if I had to go through anything, good or bad, I'd like to be with him in every step of the way.

Dazai: Y/N, would you like pancakes or eggs?

"pancakes, please!"

Dazai: With whipped cream on top?

"Not unless it's the whole can"

Dazai: You're so cute, we're buying more of these again tomorrow, hm?

"Sure. I wonder how it finishes so fast"

...

Atsushi: Y/N, I heard you and Dazai are dating?! How come you never told me?

"Oh, I'm sorry Atsushi-kun. I thought you would figure it out sooner though?"

 Atsushi: Well, I did find it a bit suspicious when Dazai-san would only cook miso soup for you, hug you after a mission, or even go home togethe- oh, I guess it was so obvious.

"Ahahah, Atsushi, you're literally the only one who thought we were friends when he kissed me right in front of you"

Atsushi: I thought he was nullifying your ability!

I laughed harder than I thought with Atsushi's naivety. It was cute and very oblivious of him to not see the picture when it's right there.

Atsushi: Anyways, are you going to get married? I hope I'm invited, haha.

"Married?" I asked, that thought didn't come across my mind since I was too busy trying to stay alive all this time. Is marriage in Dazai's mind?