Life under 40 years of age ✔️

why sufi

You wondering my name is Sophie why. Because in the Sufism or Sufi Islam we believe that we connect through knowledge to get to God and to the universe as well through knowledge and other rituals like dancing and art and body art. That's where I am such a tattoo thing. And I like my coffee as well as I am a little eccentric and I like to learn as much as I can. I didn't know this was gonna leave me down the road where I'm going to have a career one day. And possibly a social worker or mental health worker I don't know but something  big is going to happen.  When I finished my first course Christopher said well it's gonna open YouTube one bunch of opportunities I didn't think it was going to be opportunities I was just wanting to learn new things but opportunities it is I guess this was my way of saying hello God this is me and this is who I am supposed to be.   So basically I got my purpose handed down or handed to me on a SilverPlatter basically.
This is the end of the story of plenty of other memories and others good things but anyway this is what I think the things happen for a reason that there are connect the dots in life that it's not just random shit or luck or karma that it's just a connect the dot kind of thing like fate. Things happen for a reason in life you might not like them but you'll like the end result in the end if you let it happen. In this case I was abused as a baby by extremist and left for dead by my idiot birthmother then I was put in the Catholic school where my human rights were violated and then I also were given the chance to go  A wonderful place where I was able to spread my wings creativity wise and otherwise unable to grow as a human being do I still have to pop the kitty bubble as my brother said yes I do in someways someways I don't have to break the kitty bubble especially if I'm going to be a social worker I need the kitty bubble in order to interact with children and I may have to stop swearing and be sorry swearing is not very becoming of me it's not very good I'm trying not to swear. Because it's not feminine even though now I consider myself non-binary lesbian still I consider myself it's not really of any gender to swear so class wise I mean.   I am more of the classy bad ass sassy club girl not the trashy swearing bitch even though I just said bitch. I try not to swear even in my rap music I try not to swear now even though the first album had a lot of F bombs and see words it was a lot of that going on but the second album did not have a single swear word. And I'd rather keep it that way that the swelling stops. And now that I might be a mental health worker or social worker and I have to deal with children I might not wanna swear. So I ended up I might have to tell my brother I might not have to destroy the kid bubble yeah after that I might actually need to use it for a job Monday to get on the kids level so they can help themselves one day so I'm not gonna break the kiddy bubble let's put it that way.
I had a feeling I was going to end up in social work or mental health,why:
The last time I was with my brother was in April and I watched the Papillo which was the new remake of the Papillon which was about the French Guyana prisons and how the people were suffering from psychosis and stuff and I remember what psychosis was caused by and psych class in high school and I learned a lot and I decided I was going to delve deeper – and I was going to find a Squirrley problem my day to learn about and it was very interesting the mind is no different from the night sky except it's inside your head there's a lot of interest intricacies and interesting stuff going on in your head as well as on the night sky as well the night sky just your mind projected but I find that when you look at the night sky your mind is just a pebble or a grain of sand compared to the great vastness of the universe so I just find out my problems even my PTSD are smaller than shit when it comes to the night sky and the universe that's my stepping into the ocean of the universe and that compared to me just a drop of water that ocean of the universe so but the The psychology and stuff and learning about French Guyana and the psychosis that the prisoners went through and stuff in Pappy was very interesting and I love that movie very much because it was very educational I learned about history I learned about psychology I read up on I decide to learn more about the stuff and that's why my brain guys taste of knowledge since 2013.   Sensei and I sensei bro I've been wanting to learn more about stuff in general and that's where I am now thanks to the Papillon movie that my brother had.
Because of certain movies I want I learned certain things that help might help society and also enlighten me in different ways like I learned about that you shouldn't put someone on with PTSD on death row when I was watching emergency and I was also learning about the death penalty process during just Mercy the movie which was very good it's one of my favourite movies as well I also learn a lot of things even from Bollywood films are even like learning different languages and learning stuff there's a reason why I like learning and curiosity doesn't always kill the cat it's because I know what kind of information to look for how to find it and that there is other ways there is a certain type of Internet called the library and the bookstore you should try that one time. Instead of just using an e-book or using the Internet to find out about stuff car to go to a movie theatre library or bookstore you might find something that you might want to do for a living. That's what I think they turn on and watch the Internet it begins with the Internet and it ends with the library movie theatre movie or bookstore but you have to go old-school like library's and stuff before because you cannot rely on the Internet all the time that's what I think and I will tell you something about the Internet that pisses me off that got me interested in doing tattoo art.