Life under 40 years of age ✔️

change your tune

I am the up with Covid on I don't remember the date but it was in February my birth month of all fucking months. I was so mad. I remember being in for the first time in my life pain and not feeling very well I felt out of sorts and I wanted to curl up and now I kind of thing. And I had a scratchy throat. That was when my friend said you got the soccer balls right that's what I called the Covid virus particles the soccer balls And I was cursing and swearing did I end up in the hospital no I did not end up in the hospital nor was I bedridden I was able to go and do my usual shit but I had to do it in my apartment in the basement of the group home. That's why I was so mad because I and I couldn't even talk I remember my voice was so shitty it was as if I was a kid again with that shitty voice and having to take antivirals having to take cough drops and stuff I didn't really need the cough drops because I and I should've use a cough drops it would've save me a lot of grief. Because I was always scratchy throat for a while. This first battle to Covid was the Pats it wasn't to the point where and I was dying I was I didn't have a fever because I remember it breaking one day and I finally felt like a new person. But singing forget it, I sang like Buffy Saint Marie one time and then after the first bout of covent I called you sing. It was so annoying it was a change of tune and I had to start wrapping in order to get my point across.   Sue I ended up on Spotify and then I ended up forming strawberry truth and other things it was very interesting to see what I was going through with Rapp at the time and I was actually enjoying it. And I was enjoying it to the bank not that I was getting any money I was just doing it for kicks. The thing that I did was that I used my scratchy voice and made a granny rhyme and then I would continue on and on and on until I made a song out of it. With a DJ beat at the end of it it was very interesting to see. I am going to write a book about strawberry truth even though we are not very up there yet. But anyway we're very yeah unique and I'm gonna write a poetry not a poetry but a autobiography behind the truth or something that was a fax I don't know what to say. But I know that I'm gonna work with her in conjunction with my friend Christopher.
And my brother did his stupid stunt and the stress of it lowered my immune system and I ended up with Covid a second time I was when I got my change in tune again and now I have this angelic voice that I don't know what the fuck is going on if I have D ID dissociative identity disorder or Something that makes my voice change but I was very very beautiful voice came out of my mouth it's wonderful as if the Covid never even happened even though I still have a sore throat from time to time. So I sing I try to sing ideas singing Physio with simply song and then ended up getting back to where I am now am I back to the Buffy Sainte Marie know but I'm a lot better singer now no offence of Buffy Sainte Marie, I love her music she was the one that got me into this in the first place wasn't just a tongue drum it was Buffy Sainte Marie's beautiful music that got me interested in music in the first place. But that's not why am on this planet I'm on this planet for a reason more constructive reason not to singing or doing drawings in the people or doing this on the other thing I'm doing this because of my PGS see the real ultimate reason why I am on this planet is to help people to protect people in any which way or form. And that is the honest truth that is why I've been put on this planet I've been always protective about my self protective of the ones I loved or thought I loved at one point now I just love my mother and myself and I am very protective of myself at this point in my life.
If I could I would protect and try to change the whole world just like my mom screamed in my ear that. I still remember her screaming in my ear saying you better change the world you better clean out direct and I remember  her fingers darting into my face is after poke out my eyes to get some sun send me that day I still remember that day for and I'll always remember that day I could be like my father right now with dementia severe dementia I'm gonna remember that day for the rest of my life because that is something that was a defining moment I became a woman when I excepted those words did I accept the rest of the punishment having to make my lunch having to do this on my own shit no I didn't like that but I enjoyed what she had to say to me and I took it to heart very firmly and I will always take it to heart is still one of the things I value even though I was just getting in shit at the time.
As far as my past is concerned we all have a fucking checkered pass but then again we also have another thing of future that we can change for the better that's why I mentioned the guy that I talk to on Facebook that spent 10 years in prison I mention him in a good light because he is one of my heroes he is learn his lesson he has a pass but he also has a future and that's what I think about human race.   Industry new in the human kingdom we have a past checkered past all of us have a check or pass something we're not too proud of but then again we also have a future to look forward to and change so think about that.