My dreams in life and hopes and dreams and life have changed over the years either because of bullying or because I decide sometimes the schooling is not worth Jack shit. But I wanted to be a forensic pathologist or an FBI agent when I was a youngster. Because it I had this warrior spirit in me that told me to protect people from the shitheads that kind of a fuck up the world. But I knew I couldn't go with the schooling because of the bullying that I went through through kindergarten all the way to grade 12 I was bullied. So I had to take a sabbatical that's a vertical turn into something else instead and turn into a riding career and possibly going back for tattooing to be a tattoo artist. But with each talent that I discover I find that I change my hopes and dreams so differently. Like when I was in seventh grade I wanted to be a hip-hop artist and now I am I wanted to play the guitar now I do. The only thing is I haven't an hour to be a best selling author something I hope to do but might not do very well at But anyways I'm also trying to be a tattoo artist and piercer I know how to pierce because I pierced myself my septum another facial parts of my face to see if I have the pain tolerance for an actual piercing done by a professional. But anyways that's my hopes and dreams in life is to be a tattoo artist and a best-selling author why because of my PTSD I can only live a simple life and a life of creativity and therapeutic artwork.
Am I limiting myself now I would've limiting myself if I went back to school right after high school and Landed a shitty job, that I really do really care for or wanna do so I'd rather do something I love and not go to school just right yet and fuck up my life even more. It's important to think twice before going back to school after high school because it can wait with you. You can take all the courses you want in high school to get more options in college but that doesn't mean deadly squared it means that you're going to end up in a deadbeat job. Something that you might not enjoy and then you're gonna have to go back to school and find another deadbeat job just to pay the bills and stuff I don't believe in that I believe in doing what you love and be able to create and to enjoy your life as is instead of racking it by going to school I would know that just going to kindergarten the grade 12 is just enough for you if you're good with your hands like I am but if you are not then you might have to go to school again. As I said I am been good with my hand since I was about three years old. And I believe that my biggest dream is to be a tattoo artist and a best-selling author. Like Ally Hazelwood or Christina Lauren one of those two as well as someone like cat Randy who is a tattoo artist do I want to frame now I just want a simple fucking life so I can enjoy my life in peace.
I also don't want to have a romantic relationship because I can be limited as well I just want friends only because I have tried romantic relationships so many times and ended up getting hurt and angry to the point where I'm almost like borderline personality disorder angry it's not so good so I have cut out romance out of the menu here instead I just hope they find more friends and be more interested in Life as it is and not to get too angry all the time. Like in cobra Kai with the bonsai's you save them the way you wanna shave your future as well if you want to limit yourself wind it otherwise Young at all Strand its growth but if you wanted to let it grow and be beautiful you have to make work to it and sometimes the war of your sometimes not going to college or university but yes enjoying life in general.
I believe I have saved my tree very nicely and healthfully I am hopefully going to have a good head on my shoulders I've been told I've had a good head on my shoulders when I'm not barking or yelling at someone I try to do mindfulness and try to do Deep breathing even when I go to sleep because sometimes that's what's needed in life but I always look up to the next day you are is called getting out of bed and I don't want to get out of bed because it's cold I also want to be able to face the day and see what the Hells going to happen next.
My hope in life is to be 80 years old or more before I croak before I die that is and say that I've lived a good fucking life and I have enjoyed every introvert and every part of life until I was old and gray. And I intend on doing that. Not because that idiot kid was showing and out of the video to the whole school but just the fact that life is precious in the first place and you should cherish it while you still can.
Those are my hopes and dreams I don't have any high fluating ones like to meet Ed Sheeran or anything like that I just want a symbol decent life I don't want anything to do with famous unless the person talk to me who is famous but that is the end of that that is who I am a simple person but a complex person at the same time
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No FicciónFrom the time I was born there is a reason why I was put on the earth and there is always the reason why there's something going on in my life whether it be traumatic or good. From my time in Romania as a baby to the time I was actually in Catholi...
