Post Cassandra I've been doing pretty well I've been much happier with my life and with my life and my behaviours in general I haven't had one the last time I had a "temper tantrum like what I would call a temper tantrum temper tantrum what happened two years ago and that it was either a flashback or just something out of the whack a day but other than that it's not because of somebody pulling the strings on my brain telling me to assimilate. That's what Cassandra was trying to do and post Cassandra I still am who I am to this day I am resilient I am what I am supposed to be in the first place who I am Sophie Mustafa that's who I'm supposed to be and Cassandra was nothing more than a thorn in my side and when he was gone and behaviour stopped and I haven't really blown a gasket really and if I did I would go and use it to make money to clean the decks or shovel the snow or clean my at my job either way I use my anger for the productive things instead of just flying off the handle.
I am very depended on my job meeting the people that hire me depend on me to do my job and do it well and I'm very proud that they very honoured that they allow me too clean their house and I'm very proud that they and honoured that they depend on me to clean that's very good I would do it for free but I had to do have to have tattoo money for tattoos away yet a job and be sorry just getting to that part of my time when I need a job anyway just to get some experience so I why the heck not. But I am honoured that they say that they depend on me to clean their house which I'm glad about. I do a very good job I just get a little annoyed before I do the job and then I do the job well and thoroughly using my anger as a way of cleaning up house and using it to my advantage getting money and getting work experience instead of ruining my day. That was the same thing last year when I was working at a summer camp I would just get a little annoyed and then start cleaning the hell out of the summer camp. I've been known as the best cleaner there is around I think that's what I've heard you're a good cleaner the best cleaner I've seen etc. etc. And I know that was a compliment so that I accept and enjoy. And what comes out of it is something beautiful a tattoo and maybe a piercing by a professional always buy a professional because it's easier to take care of that way if it's done by a professional I have done by yours truly. Like if I had to do my own tattoos I would be doing Polysporin as well as the moisturizer and that would not be good aftercare and I would have a bad tattoo if I did it my way but since I had done professionally it's just slap on the moisturizer don't get it wet try to use sensitive soap when washing it in a way you go I moisturize it once a day to three times a day three times a day one is fresh ink and then after that I increase gradually from three times a day I called the moisturizer my tattoo feed. And that's what I use my anger for is to get tattoos and piercings not that I have piercings but you know what I mean one in the same come together and I take care of it very well take pride in it and as well as I also work hard for the thought of working hard and only to work hard. Something my parents try to instill in me but didn't really work out until I left the house that's when I started to actually learn how to work hard and do a good job other than when I was in high school.
I have four tattoos that I have water like a dog for a good dog not like a forest I've been very happy to have worked these jobs still working one of these jobs and hopefully we will get another job at some point. And I'm very interested in getting more tattoos and seeing what other values I can learn from another job to. You never know what food has in store so that's why I keep waking up every day is something new and it can be positive or negative if you choose wisely it can be positive choose wisely my friends.
Since I left my original home I haven't really had a bad day except when I had to deal with Cassandra but that was Paul pre-Cassandra ordering Cassandra but no polish Cassandra I've been flourishing like a wildflower spreading all over the grass I've been nothing but the best sure I may have had my option that I was still I've been it's your flourishing you're well. And I'll and I have a done a lot of things without Cassandra's help. Where is with her what was I doing piercing my own flash to make a piercing and one really should've been a professional it should've done it that's the size of it and I ended up going to the freaking hospital one day I still owe the woman who caught the what I call a mini staff infection a lifesaver and I still owe her my life. As for the doctor she said either take out the piercings that I made or get a tetanus shot I said I'm taking the darn things out. And I swore against piercings and less it was done professionally and when I had my first tattoo done professionally and I saw how easy it was to take care of it then I started thinking maybe I'll try to see if someone can someone who is a professional emphasis on professional wanna do a piercing or three and that would be hard and I would be done with the piercings I'm done with that have your face full of metal remember that last year as if it was yesterday I would be hating his last year's problem and I still tell people to this day I do not do it yourself I hate all the words do it yourself or DIY I hate it sometimes it's not a bad thing but to me it's the flu. Because I almost had a staff infection at one point from my own stupidity trying to pierce my Medusa.
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Life under 40 years of age ✔️
Non-FictionFrom the time I was born there is a reason why I was put on the earth and there is always the reason why there's something going on in my life whether it be traumatic or good. From my time in Romania as a baby to the time I was actually in Catholi...
