The first song I tried to sing that night when I went to the light show Christmas light showing broke out in the song in the first place this song was dedicated to my mother and is actually about my struggles and tribulations and grade 8. Where I was more less bullied to death And Alsted out of recess not Alstead but more last taken out of recess by my mother because she was so concerned for my safety. And how I wanted to be an FBI agent and everything went to shit because I have a simple prank. And then I still continued believing even though. I had something on a piece of paper but really there was nothing on any piece of paper not a drop of ink so I did not have a record. But I may have had a permanent record but not a criminal record. But that was the promise of a girl it was a girl who had a dream and it went on like that And it was very important for me to write this song in my head and sing it. It helped me become a better person I asked the night staff at the group home my friend group Jay to say is opinion about the song sound very nice did you write that and I said yes in my head it was meant to be written in the first place. It was the song that was most important and I had a feature out right away I did not put it on Amuse I'm gonna wait until I find out what my face entails. But what it is is that it's just a song about a girl is supposed to be about anti-bullying and how you're supposed to fulfil your dreams instead of succumb to the bullying. That is why I sang that song I can remember singing that song is still to this day and it'll be my song for the rest of my days. I always wanted to sing this particular so I try to sing this particular song before with different albums or different whatever but this is the first time I have a nail that in my opinion and especially according to J I nailed it.
Will I be able to be going on or any singing competitions I hope show at some point to show that I can sing and do tell my story through song and verse. But I am enough the cuff singer meeting I sing from the hip I sing from the heart and I sing Yeah only it might strained my vocal cords by is important for me to do this. Just as it is important for me to go and do my purpose in life my actual purpose in life this is why I also sang is also to help people know that they're not alone or that they're not criminal.
That's also why I wrap is well as I'm kind of tell people they're not alone they are also got a person behind them that it is of note and I also the same reason why I write. What are my books about basically just trying to live a life and trying to deal with life as is sometimes they're a little After dark or after hours or some of them are a little bit more G rated some of them are more new adult same thing with my music my rap is raunchy my writing is it can be either way and I'm G rated with my singing I'm pop I'm no longer hip-hop but also Pop as well I'll go under the name Fidelity dabutcher.
You're probably wondering why I put the name Fidelity because of the FBI motto fidelity bravery and integrity. I decided to go by Fidelity and because that first word means a lot to me bravery means a lot to me as well as integrity. I also believe that these three words are meant for everyone not just the FBI but they're meant for everyone even the Juggalo is there a meant for everyone to be there the main reason why were human and that's why I sang these songs under the name Fidelity because of fidelity bravery and integrity. I know my mother would have a Flippin fit knowing that I'm on the FBI kick again but now she well she kind of walked into that one when she was guiding me to the police station to tell my story about what my idiot brother dead he guided me to the police station through spirit and she kind of walked into this right now so she's going to have a fit about it you better have a proud fat not a hissy fit I think because it's important to know that when you're 14 sometimes things are prophetic and will happen.
Will I ever learn a new language or will I ever try to speak another language I don't know but I know I can sing I know I can draw I can write I can paint but that's about it will I ever learn another language I don't think so but I don't care I'm talented as it is. And that's it.
I am tired of my stage name that I gave myself Fidelity and I am very proud of the first song that I came out of. I'm going to have to listen to it over and over again to get the lyrics right so I can sing it and perfected and stuff but it's kind of like a book you have to edit it and stuff. But unlike a book a book I mean you don't have to edit it too much I don't edit my books either but I edit my songs because I want to convey a good message the books I wanna entertain people whether convey a good message went well no the odd mistake but I will not edit the whole thing and to make someone happy I tell the truth the whole truth and nothing but the truth is I was saying in strawberry truth the next book I'm gonna work on Isabell strawberry truth.
I guess I'm going to be a modern day or a real life Jessica rabbit only goth Lolita. Because of my sub cultures I have a lot to prove to the world no golfs are not evil no juggles are not criminal and we're not a gang that's all I can say and that anyone can fulfil their dreams matter what they look like or how they live.
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SachbücherFrom the time I was born there is a reason why I was put on the earth and there is always the reason why there's something going on in my life whether it be traumatic or good. From my time in Romania as a baby to the time I was actually in Catholi...
