love to hate you.

"I don't want other men to touch you.."

Entering the Club we already see the others and walk towards them to the vip area.

I decided to ignore Pierre and my ex tonight because I'm here for my best friends and they won't ruin it.

I have a few drinks and my mood got even better so Arth and I decided to head to the dance floor. And let me tell you one thing.. me and my besties.. drunk.. always fun to watch.

After a good dance session I get myself another drink while Arthur heads back to the others.

Minding my own business waiting for my new drink I suddenly hear someone calling my name.. and I know this voice too good.

It's my ex.. great..

"Emilia.. it's so good to see you.." he wants to hug me but I step back.

"Back off seriously" I turn away from him.

"I.. I miss you Emilia.."

I now face him and give him the sweetest smile "fuck you" I grab my drink and want to leave but he holds my arm.

"I am serious.. can we talk..? I missed you and I want us to-"

"There is no 'us' and there never really was thanks to you" i pull away my arm and walk back to the boys.

Sitting between Charles and Arthur i got lost in my thought..

Do you know how it feels when someone hides you from everyone.. and you're not even allowed to tell your best friends..?

Do you know how it feels to lie to your best friends about where you're going..?

Do you know how it feels to go thru a break up alone because no one knew about the relationship..?

.. well i do.

I got pretty mad at max that he told me he misses me.. he broke up because.. well I don't even know why but it was better that way..

I had to lie to Charles, Arthur and Lorenzo because Max didn't wanted anyone to know..

The only person who found out by accident.. well.. not my friend anymore..

Max can fuck off..

I finish my drink and I am pretty tipsy by now so I make my way to the dance floor on my own and find a cute stranger to dance with.

We have fun.. dancing very closely and I actually enjoy having some fun..

Suddenly I feel someone pulling me back.

"You take your hands off her. NOW."

The cute stranger runs away and I turn around "what the hell was that?!".

Pierre doesn't answer. He pulls me close by my waist and his hands remain there.
Then he starts dancing with me..

I don't understand anything anymore "Pierre what are you doing?".

"Can't you just shut up once?"

Not knowing what his problem is I just get along with it.. I am dancing with Pierre Gasly.. very close might I add.

After some time I.. yeah I kinda enjoy being this close to him so I put my arms around his neck.

No one dares to break the eye contact..

He pulls me even closer and leans himself down to me. His mouth is close to my ear "I don't want other man to touch you Lia".

I'll be honest.. in this moment I forgot everything that happened in the past..

I get goosebumps, I feel his breath against my neck.

He starts kissing my neck and I can't do anything against it.. it feels too good.

He looks back at me and his gaze makes me want him in my hotel room.. He smiles and looks from my eyes to my lips and back..

He leans his forehead against mine and we still dance among all those people but i have the feeling it's just the two of us..

I am so confused about what's happening right now so I ask "Pierre what are y-"

He interrupts me "why do you never shut up?"

I smile at him "Make me"

He lifts one hand up to my cheek and his look is full with desire.

The smile on his lips gets bitter as he leans towards me. He stops right in front of my lips.

I can feel his breath on my lips. He's driving me crazy and he knows it.

I give him a mad look which makes him smile.

Then he finally kisses me. Full with desire and passion.. this kiss.. was more then that.. and I enjoyed every moment of it.

With my hands in his hair and him pulling me even tighter none of us breaks the kiss.

After some more kisses we break apart breathless and he smiles at me "If I should ever shut you up again.. you have my number.".

He gives me another passionate kiss and then he leaves me behind..

I need a few seconds to snap back in. Then I make my way to the vip area.

Pierre is sitting among the others but doesn't take his eyes off me.