love to hate you.

"Be safe, love"

Lance POV

Do I trust her ?

I do..

right..?

"Lance?" She now sits up and looks at me "do you trust me?"

"Of course I do" I answer before even knowing.

She giggles "god you scared me there for a second" she cuddles back up to me.

I do trust her. Just not around Gasly..

And it wasn't even her fault.

I bet she doesn't even realise it herself. 

I walked after her today as she went on the track walk, just to make sure that I'll be there in case she needs me. Instead I saw her kneeling next to pierre, leaning against him and with his arm around her shoulders.

It made me angry. She didn't wanted me to join and now she was there with pierre.. but I also knew this wasn't about me, it's was about Anthoine.

But still, whenever I see the way she looks at pierre my heart aches. I wish she would look at me like that..

She's the sweetest and most carrying person I know. We work so well together. Whenever we're with each other we enjoy every second.

We've been dating for almost six months by now. I met her family and she met mine, they really adore her.

everything is perfect...

almost..

Emilia's POV
4th August 2023, Monaco

I loved the summer break. I had free from work the first two weeks and before the season starts again I can work from home. Finally some time back home in Monaco.

The first week I did nothing else then enjoying being at home. I spend my time with Arthur, Charles, Lorenzo and Pascale. True quality time.

I just finished packing my luggage when Lorenzo knocks on my door "come in" I say and he enters my room.

"Are you ready? We have to leave soon" I smile, nod and close my bags. We pack everything up into the car and after a quick stop at McDonald's we're on the way to Nice.

"Thanks for driving me Lo" I say taking a bite of my burger. Lorenzo offered to take me to the airport since Charles is in Ibiza and Arthur in Paris.

He laughs "everything for my favourite sister" he steals one of my nuggets before he continues "now tell me how are things with stroll going?"

"Good" I smile but look out of the window, fidgeting with my watch I got from the family.

"Emilia.." he says demanding.

I shrug "ever since we left spa he acts weird. I tried to talk to him but he always cuts me off. Maybe it's nothing but... I don't know"

It was true, ever since spa he was acting weird. I tried so many times to talk to him but he never actually answered my questions. Maybe I make it all up in my head but something doesn't seem right. I really hope our week in Greece will change that.

"Did something happen?"

"Besides his stupid unnecessary jealously, nothing."

"What do you mean?"

"He isn't the jealous type. I mean I could sit on landos lap and he wouldn't care but as soon as the name pierre drops he sees red."

"To be fair you two do have a past."