love to hate you.

"When can I start?"

15th November 2022, Abu Dhabi

The past weeks I've spend working for Daniel as much as I could because I wanted to get as much done as possible before I get an answer from another team.

So far I got no answer but the season is about to end so I hope that this will change soon.

Daniel will be the third driver for red bull next season so I hope that either they or Ferrari offer me a job.

I spend most of my time around daniel due to some vlogs with him. The rest of the time I spent with my Leclercs as usual.

I still had to think about Pierre a lot but at this point I was just annoyed by it. I didn't really saw him but I didn't wanted to anyways.

Charles, Arthur, Lorenzo and I just arrived in Abu Dhabi. Only Charles will race this weekend but I'm more then happy to have the others here too.

We got the amazing news that Arthur will be racing in F2 for DARMS Racing next season. The second he told me I teared up and hugged him for like five hours till he asked me to set him free. To say I was proud was an understatement.

The boys tried their best to help me thru my heart break and I loved them for that. Whenever I was down they were there to cheer me up.

Tonight we planned to go out, just the four of us. We get ready and make our way to a bar near by.

"Drinks on me today!" I say as we receive our first round of drinks.

"No drinks on me, I'm a F2 driver!!" Arthur says smiling.

"Well if you want to do it that way.. drinks on me because I'm a F1 driver." Charles adds laughing. 

"I'm the oldest but I don't mind getting invited" Lorenzo says causing all of us to laugh.

"No seriously guys.. you are always there for me and the least I can do is invite you for drinks!"

"Boys be intelligent. Don't fight it as long as it lasts" Lorenzo says to the others and they just laugh.

We have some drinks and enjoy our time together. The mood gets better and better with every drink we take.

"Hmm how about him.." Arthur points again to a random guy in the bar.

I just laugh and shake my head "you don't need to find me a boyfriend I'm capable of doing this on my own you know?"

"Are you tho..?" Charles asks laughing.

I punch him against his arm and start laughing  "I am! You assholes!"

"Ohhh I think this one would fit" Lorenzo is now also pointing at a man.

"Oh c'mon not you too!!" I shake my head and hide my face in my hands but keep laughing. "You guys are unbelievable!"

"You love us anyways" Charle says smiling.

"Yeah.. I'm stucked with you all".

It's already pretty late around 2 am but I suddenly revive a call. "Who the hell would call me now?" I speak out loud.

"Maybe the time difference?" Says Lorenzo.

I answer the call "who's there?"

"Is this Emilia Lambert?" I hear a woman asking.

"Depends on who's asking..?"

"Oh excuse me!! My name is Victoria Lloyd I'm the head of international communications for red bull racing."